Recent content by human007

Oh okay... In my opinion nightmares might give us a message or like it have meaning as repetitive our trauma. I do experience a lot of stress yeah. Support my overall well being? I just survive. Survive with my chronic physical illness and my mental illness. Survive from new abuse everyday...

Hello thank you so much for taking the time to read my post and responding to it, i really appreciate it ☺️ I actually also try to find answers from myself as well. I mostly think this happen because i have BPD, and i never showed or received any kind of love since i was born to this world so i...

Thank you for the respond :) I am chronically ill and cant work, so no money no therapist. Thank you for the suggestion though. yeah it's definitely not his fault, only my fault. Thank you for the response though :) hope you have a nice day :) Indonesia :) Don't worry i never lie about what i...

In my other post i wasn't talking about this toxic friend. How is my behaviour toxic when i just want the best for him to not hurt himself again? That girl have cheated on him million times, lied to him, use him, and leave him. I just want the best for him but he never appreciate it? I'm sorry...

Hello thank you for taking the time to read my post and thank you for responding to it, i really appreciate it ☺️ Well... It's not that i don't want him to be in a relationship with anyone else, it's just that the girl he chose is a complete narcissist and he knew it but he won't leave her, he...

What could this nightmare mean? I had a nightmare last night. One of my brother try to kill my lovely cat, he choked her until she suffocated and dying. Its very scary. He tried to kill my lovely cat. He said it's my fault. He said i let her starve for 3 days in her cage. He said he did it...

Most of the time i get attached so fast with someone after just few days of talking. The feeling is so strong but comes with a big abandonment fear as well. Even when i'm actively avoid falling for a relationship. And usually people that i get attached too fast are always people that are too...