Recent content by iamexisisting-z.l

Evening all, I have an interview Friday which has thrown me back, I have 84 or so in my account so decided to apply for jobs on a wim more out of fantasy than reality but I got an interview from all my clicking. I'm anxious because A) It is in the center of town on a high street somewhere I...

Yes but I've never related it to a trigger for me it starts with a sinking feeling, then a thought, then fear which leads to anxiety and intrusive thoughts. They last all day until I sleep my last fear episode sent me on a weeks long overdose to rid my mind and body. As noted above its good to...

1- I need a career / status / purpose 2- I'm proud of my decorating 3- My face hasn't aged since I was 12 4- £4.23 with 2 children wasn't the life I wanted for them. 5- I can't fix the computer :(

:hug: I'd there anyone that can help? I luckily had a home visit for my ESA and have to call them to check for uppdates, and the PIP form will sit on the counter till I can bear it. You're not alone x

First off I'll give my background ( uk) I have 2 daughters with 2 dads, my first daughter never met her dad he fled back to U.S and in swooped dad 2 adopting her and had a second child to which he became my abuser. Over here dad 2 took me to court and through the legal system and he had to pay...

I was to looking at said book, yes the ads are accurate :)

Not diagnosed by Google but by a physcatrist sorry if that was unclear

I understand this but if you go to google and type emotional instability into the search engine, first link it's categorised under it. The anti phycotics gave me a terrible reaction so I'm sticking to DBT and going on a journey with myself in the freedom I've found after 8 years. If along the...

Haven't had much time to read through everything as yet but I'm s newly diagnosed PTSD and * drum roll * emotionally instability a polite way of saying bpd. I to don't feel it's something I have but have traits of although my Mr upon googling is adamant I do rather than not noticing I just have...

I have no particular genre or cd but Birdy, Lorde, Corribe Bailey Rae, Lianne La Havas, Eva Cassidy.... Like I said it's not a genre but it centres me it's not loud when played. It's on in the hallway on low I sit and centre myself and become mindful. This is my just my view good luck

Was in the Doctors the other day discussing having my Mirena whipped out for a Copper coil, truly is a scary move I will have to use the lady isle for the first time in 4 years :eek:. I'm seeing a Physc at home Tuesday in regards to medication but what I wanna know did your hormones or non...

Wow this is incredibly heartfelt :hugs: .... I'm reading this as a suffer and it means alot to hear such understanding :):tup:

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my daughters when they fight because little do they know they're stuck in this house together for at least another 10 years, & my Mr he is such a witty A hole.

you don't know where 8 years of your life went