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I havent logged on in ages as much as ive wanted to its taken months for me to get on with it even though i know it helps, i have felt sad that i havent forced my self to get on I struggle so hard to even get out the house to visit my therapist & im telling myself ' hurry up !' then at 5 mins...

Yes my anxiety feels as if its becomming something more servere I was in 4 very traumatic events all in a car and ending up in hospital within 5 months and even 4 years on I reemember and recall stuff I never took into mind at the time it gives me such awful feelings in my stomach where I feel...

Hi I am not sure what thiS is but on night i Feel threTened like gut feeling which Has me hiding n cowering I am hearing innocent sound like the fan morph into the sounds of hospital equipment such as a mri machine and sirons and radio music its entremly frightening I start dripping in sweat...

I was freaked out when I read about lobotomy its a sinister situation I know in ww2 and afterwards there were a lot of government experiments on prisoners of war using labnotomy and other terrible things - worst I have seen is the Russian sleep project it's awful ! This site has loads of info...

Thanks for so many questions anarchy I'm over the moon I have had been aknowlaged by people who are in the same boat! And the weight on the beds is terryfying I have had sensation like something was pulling me by my legs out of bed its like sleep paralysis but it is when I am awake I dont know...

Thanks for the reply I have changed doctors as I'm on a waiting list which feels like forever and I am so glad ice found this blog don't seem so alone when other's are going through it I have one friend who is 50 years tolderthan me she's dyeing but she's got border line personality disorder so...

I feel like I am being dragge down by my own body weight my ears start ringing I get goosebumps and tense up that much inconsiderate family members make remarks asking why I twitch I start smelling what I smell at the accident when the air bags went off in my head its horrific I can feel...