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Time? I just wish I knew how much time. Honestly I wish I could be mad ta me, but I am not. He never wished this up himself.

A few weeks ago my sufferer called and told him he thought he figured out more about his PTSD, and he told me he was taking steps to get better. Currently we have been broke up for two and a half months. After talking to him I was left confused because he had told me that he couldn't be in a...

My ex-boyfriend still have the occasional conversation, but as far a relationship goes we are done. I have been continuing to hold on to hope that he will want to give our relationship another chance. I miss being with him so much, but this limbo state of holding on to just a little bit of hope...

@Promicarus What you said is so true. Over these past few months I have had to learn all these things. My sufferer and I are no longer together, but I still want to be there for support if he ever needs me. Thank you. @Warrior1987 Always remember to take care of yourself first. I know there...

Does anyone else ever wish they could run away? Here lately I feel like my life is nothing but stress. I'm a senior in college graduating in May. I've been going on job interviews, and have some offers, but I am stressed trying to decide what to do with my life. I want to ask him what he thinks...

(((HUGS)))))

Tomorrow I am going to talk to a therapist. My friends are there for me and I really appreciate all the support I receive from here, but I feel like I need someone to talk to besides my friends as well. I hate burdening my friends with my problems. I know they all have so much going on and don't...

Thank you for the hug. I could really use one right now.

The man that I have loved for a over a year now has decided that he can't stand the PTSD symptoms that are brought on by being in a relationship. This was our third shot at a relationship. This was also the first time we knew from the beginning what was going on in our relationship. Why he...

Thank you all so much for the hugs and best wishes. I am sending the love right back to all of you. One day it will get better for all of us.

@BewitchedBewildered I'm also trying to be logical about the whole situation, but heart and emotions keep getting in the way. I have always been more of a logical thinker, and didn't rely on my emotions to make decisions. Ever since I have been faced with situation I have been letting logic take...

Mine has told me that I don't deserve what this disorder has to offer. After we broke up last time I confessed to him that his unwillingness to try made me feel like I wasn't worth it. This time around he was actually, but neglected to tell me. I would have felt better knowing he was actually...

He sent me a message back and told me that he if he was able he would continue, but he can't right now. He told me that if I needed to step back so that I could get to a happier place that I should do that. What he doesn't understand is I'm not stepping back because that is what I want and...

@kacee129 Thank you for our support. I wish you the best in your situation. This is definitely the most painful situation I have been through in my life.

Today I told him that I am letting go. I tried to find a time for us to talk in person today, but he pushed me away and said he was busy. I decided to send him email instead. This is what it said: "I wish that I could have this conversation in person with you, but it is probably better this...