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Recent content by Jules0408

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    Will You Share Your Past With Your Future Partner?

    I believe honesty is key. Of course sharing that you have ptsd and the reason behind it is not something I would bring up right away. Judging a good time to explain is the tricky part because too early could scare them off or they just don't really want to take on a 'supporter' role, and to late...
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    It's Official.

    @Justmehere Talk about a huge relief. I honestly would have never considered PTSD or even mentioning it as a possibility to my GP if I had not found this site.
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    It's Official.

    I'm just happy to finally know what is going on, I think the reason I didn't get it last year is because I didn't properly explain my story to the last psych. Thanks to some wonderful people on here, I was able to give him the whole story.
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    It's Official.

    I got the diagnosis of ptsd today. I have never felt more relieved in my life, I was actually smiling and bouncing when I left the office. My new T said its a form with depression on top. He's great, took the time to sit down and listen to everything I had to say and just wow, I'm looking...
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    Writing Letters

    I always do feel a bit stronger when I get it out.Like I said, I just hate that it seems all my journaling is so repetitive. So I end up feeling shitty because it looks like I'm stuck and cannot let go so I give up. I'm glad its helping you guys :) I love writing and can get lost in it, I just...
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    Writing Letters

    I used to use a journal but only got frustrated because I felt I was writing the same things almost everytime so it made me feel like I wasn't going anywhere or that I was too stuck and in some way refused to let go. I may take it up again, even of I'm writing the same things, at least it is out...
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    Writing Letters

    I have found a good way to let out some pent up emotions is writing letters, I finally sat down and wrote my dad a letter about a year ago letting out most of the things I had kept hidden since I was 12. I managed to make it loving, telling him that even though he caused me a lot of pain I would...
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    General Good Start?

    Course I would love to say that all feelings have gone away but that's going take time. Yeah it's been a year but you can't help feeling one way and just kick it.
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    General Good Start?

    Just wanted to get this out cause I feel like I'm finally moving in the right direction in regards to work jerk. Usually my heart does the samba whenever I see him. I've taken to doing some "self talk" when I go to bed; or whatever you wanna call it. But I started repeating in my mind that the...
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    Harder To Fight.

    Thanks guys :) and I'm 24/almost 25
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    Harder To Fight.

    I find the past couple of months my depression has been worsening. I feel like I'm going back to how I used to be back in grade 8 when I was nothing but a shell. More often I have to pull myself out of bed for class, work or even just in general. I feel lonelier than ever and have reverted back...
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    Attacked By A "friend"

    There are a few of those people who can never be satisfied regardless of how many times we bend over backwards to appease them. I have a friend who I met in school and she has social anxiety as well and honestly, she has done amazingly during our first year. Even if you move, even if you make a...
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    Attacked By A "friend"

    1. Happy belated birthday! Honestly honey, I am still asking myself the same question about why I choose friends who end up doing more harm than good. I would have said try and have a sit down with her to explain how her behaviours affect you but, it appears she is too wrapped up in herself to...
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    I Can Do This... I Think.

    I will be open with him when the time comes for that. We're just talking at the moment, no mention of relationships and such. The other guy and I never dated - it was just a fling that started and ended pretty quick. I just don't want that to happen again.
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    I Can Do This... I Think.

    I recently started talking to a new guy and so far, I feel like its going well. I'm trying not to think about it ending or anything, trying to enjoy it. In the back of my mind I find myself wondering if I can actually handle it because I usually run after a while. I'm still healing from the...
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