Recent content by Kay-Os

I'm so sorry if my reply sounds insensitive... but if I didn't care... I wouldn't reply at all Having been in an identical situation... yet struggling with abandonment issues... "staying for kids" "got nowhere to go" "he'll be alone" "he'll kill himself"... and every other guilt trip either he...

I'm 34. I face a f*cked up Quandary. Several really... But I feel like I'm too much of a nobody for anything really. I have no motivation for good things like... ever I'm alone. But that's cool... I mean, some of us just aren't cut out for love. I'm a female, struggle with addictive...

The grass isn't greener on the other side. I was basically robbed of life in general. Controlling partner followers abusive childhood and sexual assault in adolescence... I never experienced real love or anything. I'm on the other side now... my ex was a narcissist, so... different scenario...

Strength. It's honestly only a question you can answer

Today was actually my first day for the same thing. It's empowering

I'm new... and this comment is probably useless. I do that so much... it's only recently I figured out what it was... before I was thinking I had a split personality (being gemini that's not insane... lol) and then found out it's part of c-ptsd. As for how I snap back to reality... for me...

Hello... I'm new here, I'm a little bit blunt sometimes... but it's coming from the right place. Anyway... *sigh* I can definitely relate to this... but luckily for me, I have told my friends that I'm not an overly affectionate person... however, this doesn't mean that I don't care. It's just...

Hello. My name "kay-os" is symbolic of my inner sanctum... being in chaos. It is also my psydonym for my poetry at times aswell.... "Daymare" because it's like we're living nightmares while awake. Ever stepped back in time?... For years... I have suffered in silence, petrified of...