Recent content by kenziii

thank you so much , i hope you heal soon and i will do my best to move out , your words gave me hope

that is really sad :( i hope you find a way and leave him as well i wish you get divorced and be better soon , i hope it makes your children in a safer place as well i think living with them only adds to my traumas , new ones , i hope i can move away

it is really hard , my abusers are my parents so i can't hate them , i got rid of a lot of abusive friends , but i can't hate my parents , i just need some time alone and i hope they get it someday somehow !

i don't know what to say , whatever i said , i won't be able to understand how bad you are feeling now , but i can understand that we have past traumas and also recent everyday traumas ! how are we supposed to forget the past traumas when we get new traumas everyday !! , i hope someone can help...

exactly ! i suppressed my emotions for a long time ! now my emotions need to come out of me ! i feel like trapped !

yes i think so ! thanks a lot !

i am 24

anyway i will try to see another therapist because this one seems not very understanding of my condition thanks again :)

thank u so much , your reply made me feel a lot better ! because you totally understand me :( i am trying to be independent i will do my best but i am just newly graduated i don't have enough money to live alone but i will do my best

i would go because those people would be so understanding of what i am passing through ! they won't mock me or tell me just get over it ! they know how much i need empathy so they would listen to care not just to reply :) my best wishes

are you still living with the persons who abused you ? your parents or boyfriend or whoever ? i find it very difficult , i was emotionally abused by parents and physically abused sometimes i can't get over how they hurt me and the psychiatrist asks me every time to like be strong just get over...

do you feel really bad in noisy places ? like you can't bear noises and loud voices , you just need relaxation in a quiet place ? it is like the noise irritates me more !

you are very welcomed , we are here anytime you need to talk

i am not really sure about the paranoia but when i open up i cry and have strong panic attacks ,, i think people have different individual reactions

oh really thank u !! this is really helpful and inspiring :)