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Sorry. That was awhile back. But l still suffer PTSD from it. So that's why l joined. I am now in a small place. And it's quiet. I still deal with thoughts of it happening. I debated about antidepressants. But l still haven't had anything prescribed. The police not doing anything was in another...

Yes, my guy is a psychiatrist. So he helps out. But sometimes l need to vent - which means not to my friends. And l am doing much better. But it took 5 years to get to where l am at now. And my place is nice, right now l am not having any issues with my place. It helps to see how others walk...

I have read horrible stories of siblings even murdering a family member to get to money. It's downright creepy. I myself fear money, l hate that you turn into a magnet when you own property and or have money. It's like all the sharks start walking on land. So just try to remove yourself out of...

Welcome to the site. Nothing but support here.

I noticed if l am slumming thru with my PTSD haze of breathing weird, afraid to think thoughts to starve off depression, my desire for food seems nonexistent. And if l eat, l don't do it consciously. It's just a awkward chore that provides nothing of value to me. I have triggers associated...

True, that post addressing mom daughter issues was very educational for me even. But l am not a therapist, just an older woman such as you on a similar path. I have seen many mistakes by health care providers, in fact my state is known for some particularly bad doctors and some hospitals do...

Self was a great person when l knew her. Now l feel l have lost her. She was happy and vulnerable, not afraid to show weakness. Now we protect her. She stays buried. Our tribe of selves take care of her and protect her. She has all the great memories. We keep her alive. We let her chose but we...

Yes. I also lose my appetite and l feel lethargic.

When l was a mother, staying busy helped thru the abuse l was going thru. Now l am going backwards and doing less because l am just feeling overwhelmed. Bipolar also can contribute to unlimited energy, but eventually people crash and burn. The manic state is when my ex would do everything. When...

My gym had a fire. Hope they open Monday. I ran on Tuesday for 30 mins. And weight machines.

Welcome to the site. I am new here,but feels good to come here and let the PTSD skeletons out of the closet. They seem to be accumulating and l have felt worse.

Thank you. I am glad to find this forum. Safety isn't available but this forum is helping me.

We do hit lows. And the highs seem missing. But call upon the inner strength to be here tomorrow. So that we can support you in your journey to a better place. I am on the same journey. Trying to find a better place. I have only nothing but l keep trying, like you.

Why why why I don't date/ leave me alone/ I am not looking for you buttwipe Get loss/u aren't catching me in a romance scam either/ get a job asshole

Sometimes people really aren't ready for relationships. It's nobody's fault. I fell hard for a dismissive avoidant guy who can be cold and withdrawn but he indicated he is just overwhelmed and retreats - pretty much what l do also. He his autistic. He does suffer from anxiety and sometimes...