Recent content by LilSam

It's bonfire night tonight, celebrating the prevention of a catholic-protestant bombing of parliament hundreds of years ago. The last time I went was with my abusive ex, and It's been 364 days since we . I had to build up courage to go, but I'm glad I did now. When I got in there, there was so...

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Same school.

I came home today and spoke to my girlfriend. She said that today at her school, my abusive ex girlfriend said she was proud of ruining my life and that I'm not worth anything. It makes me so depressed that my girlfriend deals with that bs daily. It affects me too though and the other night I...

I feel like life is just pointless. We're all gonna die, what difference does it make for us what we accomplished in life? I just got the news that one of my closest friends has terminal lung cancer and has maybe one to three months to live. This is probably the worst thing that's happened to...

Constant fear of being attacked by my ex with a knife again. Left that part out of everything I've said on here before but it happened >.< I'm in France right now but even still I get triggered and think 'What if one of these people knows my ex? She hates me, she could get them to hurt me for her'

I should've been more specific.... she lives down the road from my abusive exes new boyfriend, the one she cheated on me with and dumped me for. She wants to move house and school but she can't. What happened to me didn't involved much kissing, it rarely triggers me and we're both 14 so haven't...

I feel like my relationship could end at any time and I don't want it to. My girlfriend says she loves me and I do too, but a lot of the time we'll be kissing/cuddling/going on days out, Etc. And I'll be triggered out of nowhere, it upsets her and it upsets me, I really love this girl but I feel...

People keep asking that so I'm gonna start leaving a message at the end. Yes, I have a psychologist, no my parents aren't very helpful and yes the police know. :/

I'd like to point out, I'm not a man, I'm a boy, and a girl who is a year older than me easily held me down.

I know, I brought up specifically female > male rape as it happened to me.

First of all I would like to say that I, in no way, intend to offend any reader by posting this thread. I feel it's unfair that female > male rape is less known and stereotypically people know rape as a guy raping a girl. Sometimes it's the guy who is the victim. I don't understand why this...

Nightmares really are the worst. >~< Welcome

I trigger myself a lot, often I lie in my bed in the exact same position as I was raped in and just sort of lie there having flashbacks and crying. I don't know why I do it but I do.

True, I just suppose mine was worse than most, which is unfair of me to say