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    Colorful and hopefully optimistic but maybe hateful occasionally

    There was a video on YouTube I was trying to watch about how the Fire Nation in Avatar could have allowed a nation-wide genocide on a peaceful people. Two minutes in the writer poked in to say that last year he organized an event last year that raised $25,000 for a men’s suicide prevention...
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    Colorful and hopefully optimistic but maybe hateful occasionally

    I’m still having a hard time with anxiety. I can’t hardly read things in these forums. I’m back to 2016-me on that front, I guess. And I dissociated at some point and during that time spent $900 on charities. Mostly on children with cancer, men’s domestic abuse sanctuaries and support groups...
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    Colorful and hopefully optimistic but maybe hateful occasionally

    OCD isn’t kicking my ass. But it still sucks. It says one minute that I need to reduce stress, or I’ll get permanent damage to my body and die of a heart attack. (That’s ridiculous, brain.) It says I need to stick alcohol in my ears until I’m dizzy to “be sure” I’m not about to get swimmers...
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    Sufferer 8 yrs Post car crash - Near to losing my job - need help

    Hey, I’m in the Nashville area, too. Glad you found the forums :)
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    Colorful and hopefully optimistic but maybe hateful occasionally

    If my mom does have Parkinson’s, it’s not as bad as several things, I guess. I was sitting here worrying about it all week when suddenly my brain whispered from the back, “Hey, isn’t that a dominate trait? Won’t half her kids get it, too? Won’t you?” I looked it up. Parkinson’s, not...
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    Colorful and hopefully optimistic but maybe hateful occasionally

    Also, update about the texts (no you don’t have to read them to get this), I ended up not discussing them with my therapist. I feel utterly guilty about the whole exchange. I feel like I shouldn’t have discussed this with a personal friend. I was triggered, though, and it turns out it was...
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    Colorful and hopefully optimistic but maybe hateful occasionally

    Goals for this week (and next): • Work on 15,000 words • Work on finding magazines • Contact the county health department for prices on flu shots, if not free, and also a physical • Contact my undergrad advisor and professors I was close to for their knowledge on...
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    Colorful and hopefully optimistic but maybe hateful occasionally

    No worries!! I will survive :P
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    Colorful and hopefully optimistic but maybe hateful occasionally

    Check it out, I can laugh react now!!
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    Colorful and hopefully optimistic but maybe hateful occasionally

    Oh gotcha 😂 Maybe it’ll come up again sometime!
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    Sufferer Violent Exposure - Firearm Suicide

    Glad you’re here ❤️ It gets easier to manage. You’ve already started :)
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    Colorful and hopefully optimistic but maybe hateful occasionally

    Hey @Chris-duck, is your old diary still around?? I had bookmarked one of your posts but couldn't find it again to save it, and trying to remember what you said that was so interesting to me is killing me! You said it right at the start of the pandemic so it was your old diary... right?? 🤔
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    Colorful and hopefully optimistic but maybe hateful occasionally

    I looked at an old email account I used to use to talk to Brandi in 2016/17, so I could get some info about a character I made. Interestingly, now I’m dealing with a urge to check to see if she still sucks on her social media accounts. I’m resisting it.
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    Colorful and hopefully optimistic but maybe hateful occasionally

    It’s a bad reaction to a med, seems like
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    Colorful and hopefully optimistic but maybe hateful occasionally

    Also, I think my mom is sick :/ Hopefully not with anything bad
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