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    Colorful and hopefully optimistic but maybe hateful occasionally

    For now. Feeling so defeated
  2. littleoc

    Colorful and hopefully optimistic but maybe hateful occasionally

    And snake. And gecko. And hopefully bird.
  3. littleoc

    Colorful and hopefully optimistic but maybe hateful occasionally

    So very happy the universe and beyond is looking out for each cat and getting them to safe, wonderful places
  4. littleoc

    Colorful and hopefully optimistic but maybe hateful occasionally

    Thank you ❤️ I may respond better later. Thanks though Just wanted to say I re-homed another cat today, to a uniquely good situation for him. Beautiful farm. Hope he does amazing ❤️ Feeling so weird and not sure what to do. Thanks for support and so sorry if I don't make it but the...
  5. littleoc

    Colorful and hopefully optimistic but maybe hateful occasionally

    I'm really, genuinely sorry
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    Colorful and hopefully optimistic but maybe hateful occasionally

    Talking about cats. Even the feral cat in my house I decided to keep for his safety is upset. I re-home him tomorrow. Beanbag, who hasn't woken me up meowing in years, has begun yelling a lot. I failed them. I trusted the wrong advice in order to help them stay with me and it was my last...
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    Colorful and hopefully optimistic but maybe hateful occasionally

    I've failed everyone
  8. littleoc

    Colorful and hopefully optimistic but maybe hateful occasionally

    I just feel like I have to. There's nothing left and there's nothing for me
  9. littleoc

    Colorful and hopefully optimistic but maybe hateful occasionally

    I don't know if I want you to agree or support. I sure don't want anyone disagreeing I guess I'm sorry
  10. littleoc

    Colorful and hopefully optimistic but maybe hateful occasionally

    Do y'all miss Swift? She died by suicide most likely. What about Lion? People better than me die all the time and the world continues
  11. littleoc

    Colorful and hopefully optimistic but maybe hateful occasionally

    A few people say it will hurt them. Everyone just uses my guilt against me. But no answer for why they couldn't help me keep my family together
  12. littleoc

    Colorful and hopefully optimistic but maybe hateful occasionally

    I have. They mostly say they understand and won't be mad if I do. Couple people said please don't but don't know how I'll get better at this point. Dad's abuse affecting me this long is ridiculous Thanks for the support, to everyone. I'm sorry I'm difficult
  13. littleoc

    Colorful and hopefully optimistic but maybe hateful occasionally

    I've really lost everything. Genuinely won't be able to save the food. No refrigerator. Storage unit, if I get one, won't let me store food. If I go to the hospital that's it. no food or anything. Why save anything
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