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There have been great things happening too, by the way. Like getting invited to dinner after synagogue by a bunch of younger people, and they trauma dumped and I realized I'm not the only one with a wild childhood. Weirdly comforting Even in hard times, I find I receive a lot of blessings. In...

Had several more plans arise and fall through. My grandpa offered to have me live with him, and to pay me for it. But then moved into the retirement home before I even replied, which I did wait a week because I needed to form my questions and concerns. Waiting on plan b, part b. Plan b part a...

Happy for you for the little win ❤️

One step at a time

Trying to be hopeful

Plan A of getting house transfer fell through. Trying plan b of convincing Grandpa to sell to friend's dad. Not ideal and no feeling hopeful, but trying. Just showing up and trying Dad I was no contact with is who they're having talk to me. They are avoiding me and trying to rush me out. Feels...

Applying to more jobs gives me hope

Everyone is on a different road. Yours looking different does NOT mean you are behind. You're doing good, deep work. Being frozen with anxiety (not going to a college or future you wanted out of anxiety) and having to work through that now, including grieving what secretly could have been if you...

Hmm. I'm afraid to use too much time unpacking it. A lot of it is not wanting to lose my mom's house. And a lot of it is fear that I'm picking a path with way more suffering than I can handle. That I am doomed. I unfortunately have to make decisions quickly enough so that when the time comes...

This is what I has to say about it most recently. I feel so overwhelmed and confused and not sure of what the "right" plan is.

I haven't received any new news. I'm confused about it and extremely stressed because I have no timeline and no real idea of what I'll do when it comes down to it still. I tried getting a job, then got one, then was fired pretty much same day. Realized I'm probably too disabled to work -- I...

Just wanted to say that I feel you. And I did go to college. I feel like I didn't do it right, and in my 30s nothing has really been working out. I think you have more hope than you know. I might be losing housing, but you've still got that. You've got a few things going for you. And don't...

I have no advice, just wanted to say I'm so sorry you're going through such a hard time with this. 🫂

I am trying to stay resilient and positive

Thankful for the time I've had with them today