Recent content by littleoc

I am extremely grateful for how things have turned out. I feel like I need to keep saying this because my insane ex wanted me to suffer, lol. But also don't want to say I'm having an excellent time because my dad's family SHOULD feel the guilt they do for letting it play out this way for over 20...

Oh, I'm sorry, nothing new. Just really processing how my private space in that shitty house is the last bit I have left. I had to really settle to get that much and now I won't have it. Will be going to mental hospital, then shared spaces. I think with trauma and autism I'm having trouble...

It doesn't seem like I'll have anywhere private and safe to be

Thank you ❤️ I am very anxious today, to the point of being so afraid the future won't be good that I almost don't even want to try to keep going, and needed that. I am trying to take it day by day My friend I made this summer had to return to Vietnam today, and I miss her already. She will...

Welcome ❤️ you're not alone. I hope you find what you need. 🫂

It's THE trauma narrative, probably :( 🫂 The doctor was kind and gave me some hope. I almost wish they hadn't because I don't feel I can trust anything nor do I feel like I should strive for anything right now. Maybe I'll feel different later but. Yeah

It is shocking what I've had to go through. other people my age who went to the same school as me but had backgrounds my dad wasn't in have done amazing things. I feel so much grief for what my life is supposed to be And who was supposed to be in it. Even my mom's health would not have been...

This is the hospital I plan to stay in after I finish losing everything, so I guess it just feels more real here right now. Very upsetting I forgive my father of course because it's not worth my sanity and health being mad at him forever. But I am still shocked his abuse has caused all of...

Don't have to euthanize the bird thanks to the community finding someone to save her. Very thankful. But still very hard

Visiting the hospital (routine thing, am fine) and in tears because (a) I wanted to work as a doctor or something here and now it feels beyond impossible and (b) one of the medical assistants and nurses complimented my shirt, and I looked down at it to see what I was wearing and saw all the...

You're in a place with people with a lot of the same experiences. 🫂 So sorry you went through this. You're clearly a very brave person, having been able to step in to protect your brother as well as immediately find a way to get out. Whether you should tell your mum or not is too complicated...

Not zero Hoping this is all this a blessing

It feels like all my animals are going to recover from this, but that I don't have a future I'll get through this but there will be nothing else but stress and struggle forever

Nice username and welcome ❤️ 🔥

Thank you ❤️❤️❤️❤️ I see you around a lot too. I haven't been much for words in a few years now but I see you too. 🫂