Recent content by Marylost

Of course I do, thank you so much

Thanks @Ocean5 ill do better tomorrow, lots of tears today, but I guess that's healing too. Thanks for being so kind

It's messed up to be on a waiting list in the first place

My t is great. He just explained how hard it can be to take on a rape case and I have to talk to the rape crisis people for assessment as to see whether or not we'd have a case or secondly if I'd be strong enough to take it on. This is the second guy who abused me more than once and lives close...

Thanks @NoWhereKnowWhere. So sad that the waiting list is so long, means the same thing has happened to a lot of people. With little understanding from my bf, feeling extra alone. Wish I could just not think about it all the time.

Feel so all over the place. Have to go on a waiting list to see rape crisis people about advice on whether I can take perp to court or not. My bf hasn't asked me how my session went sitting at home alone feeling pretty down.

I'm remembering and knowing more each day.. As painful as it is at times. Thanks @Skitzii

I feel exactly the same about opening up over email. That might be a good idea. I don't have his email address but will ask for it the next time. Thank you

Feeling depressed after my couscelling session yesterday. I didn't open up like I should have and now wish I did. Certain things came up. Is it normal to feel Down now?

Woke up crying from a dream this morning. Need to try some meditation or something. Have started keeping a diary which helps get the emotionans out. My poor mom, I love her so much xxx

Great idea @falling_wave. I might try that the next time. Great tip. Bought my mom a poetry book today to read to her when she's able. Think she'll enjoy it. Thank you xx

That's good advice. I need to keep a good routine. Part of my routine is the care assistants course I'm doing online which I found hard to focus on yesterday being so emotional. I like the course content, but it's very similar to what I'm going through right now. Maybe I could find a way to make...

Hi guys, I've got PTSD and just couldn't get out of bed today. Cried quite a bit which I suppose is better than being numb. My moms been given about two years to live so I guess I'm grieving too. Any tips on how to function normally? Couldn't even go in to see my mom today. Any advice welcome.

You're lovely and kind too @Leah Morgan. Met some kindhearted folks already. It feels good xx

That's a good idea. I'll try anything. Think I'll sign up for an online course soon. Need to keep occupied. Thanks for your reply. Called a helpline for the first time this evening and only newly posting online. It's helping I think xx