Hi guys, I was sexually abused on a few different occasions by someon I know that lives near me. We were friends. I was best friends with his girlfriend at the time. Recently I confided in a few people who one of seems to have spoken about this abuse. I received a text from his ex girlfriend (my ex best friend, who still lives with the perpetrator by the way) telling me to stop with the slanderous accusations. I didn't reply, and still don't know who told this secret, even if they were sticking up for me.
Last weekend when I was in bed with my boyfriend someone played a rape alarm through my letter box at about 1.30 am. One of the accused I assume. I feel intimidated.
The perpetrator is an alcoholic who drinks nearly every night in the local pub and is oddly enough popular (seeming anyways). Even though he drink drives and has abused me.
I felt so lost and scared this week that I was at one stage suicidal. I'm off work at the moment with ptsd so have a lot of time to think too. I can only depend on my boyfriend and family so much. My mom is terminally ill so I don't want to be a burden. I just don't know what to do. All or any advice is welcome.