Recent content by Ocean147

Thank you everyone. I know my worth and who to direct my time and energy too. Also, I should try to visit more of my favorite coffee shops and read, write, and just enjoy the bit of peace from that.

Because they used to spend time with me always. They're my family. Now, they are acting like they don't care about my feelings and treating me like a scapegoat. That's what makes it so painful. I hope that clarifies things. But I totally get what you are saying.

You're absolutely right. I don't need anyone's validation to live a life I love.

My narcissist female relative doesn't even share when she goes to hang out with the male naracisst relative and his girlfriend. I feel extremely left out and lonely when this happens. It's painful man. She doesn't bother to say "Good-bye." just leaves, like I don't matter. But I know I do...

Hey everyone I have a question. I love being a geek but I have two relative naracissists that like to cut me down. Mainly, make fun of my interests, what makes me, me. How do I continue my geek pursuits without feeling their shame get to me? The cool thing is, it seems like my geeky side is...

Thank you for sharing. This really makes me stop and think. I'm currently learning to rethink how to view positive love. And walking way from those who do not deserve that love.

You're not alone. I do the same thing and mentally kick myself afterward.

A combination of God and my friend Haily.

I know exactly how you feel, you're not alone.

I would like to pray that I find an apartment. I'm not sure if living with my friend is going to work out for personal reasons on her end.

Thank you for both of your thoughts.

Hiya, I created my own sandcastle with a moat. I think it took me maybe 20 minutes or so. I took this picture when I went to the beach for the first time by myself. The memories I felt were so very freeing and content, enjoying the beautiful day. I'll have to visit again soon.

I know it is important to show emotions when you feel them. But growing up, being angry and sad it was viewed as wrong in my parents eyes. I'm still learning to process anger and sadness. I had an okay childhood but I'm pretty sure I dealt with and still deal with depression. I do take medicine...

I really want to do the Macarena dance, I couldn't tell you why lol.