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Sorry I didn't know how to change it it is Canada pension plan though....there were no responses anyway..lol.

So glad I was actually able to make a difference so many years ago! I know I am not around as often and only pop in and out but to all that helped me through the years including you Herc...a big thank you!

About eight years ago I applied for cpp in Ontario and was denied. So then I applied for a disability tax credit, appealed and won. I appealed the cpp too but lost, that was 8 years ago. Does anyone know if I reapply for cpp now that I qualify for the disability tax credit will they take it off...

It still happens to me.....all the time, especially if I am stressed out or someone is yelling at me and then I go on to do things like organize and forget where I put everything.....drives my son and boyfriend crazy! Bottom line..its ok during a therapy session but if someone yells at me I shut...

IMO..it has slowed my recovery..some days Im too sore to cope with anything! Even getting into a shower when I know I shoud be taking care of myself some days just moving I want to cry..a day like today...the weather has changed, its raining and damp and I feel very sad and defeated, this is not...

Hes lucky to have someone love and support him but I feel how difficult it is for you...maybe individual counselling for you would help.

I have both a physical disability....degenerated and torn discs, kinked spinal cord along with PTSD...it definitely has been a battle, an uphill battle. Good luck with you healing.

Sorry to hear about your relationship troubles......maybe therapy can help you through this rough patch. Take care Bec.

Hi Bec..ya Im lost too! lol

I am so sorry this has happened....

Feeling the same way, even though my life has taken a turn for the better, I am loved and supported but I am tired, lethargic and apathetic...I cannot wait for christmas to be over!

As some of you may remember me and some may not my symptoms are increased memories and therefore I want to numb out. I have had a control over this for almost three years with a few relapses. My mother who I have been sharing a home with and she has been both verbally abusive to me and my son...

My nightmares come out when my stress levels go through the roof. I do have prescriptions though. I know you want to stay med free and that I think is great but I take immovane and it has an amnesic effect so you don't remember if you dream or not. I took them every night for a very long...

I usually remember the nightmares...I only stay at my boyfriends on the weekend...I told him too wake me up and he just tells me its ok and reminds me where I am and that I am safe, that helps. At home...I swear my dog knows..I will wake up with her pretty much sitting on my head! I find that...