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Yes...I confronted him and he has denied all allegations. I feel sick to my stomach

Well update is, I found that he has been two timing the entire year. He was having sex with a close friend every saturday and had been giving her the same promises and excuses he gave me.

We lived in the same city years ago when we werent dating used to see each other in mutual friend gatherings, he wasnt diagnosed with ptsd then. Then he moved away for studies and somehow we started dating. The last time we met was 6 months ago. Due to some circumstances he couldn't travel out...

I don't intend to stand him up. I am actually happy about meeting up. I wanted to see him for a long time. The thing is just the way he brought up sex abruptly made me feel he just wants to meet me to get in my pants then abandon me by shutting me out.

Referring to my previous post regarding my guy, recently he brought up the idea of visiting me after he is done with the experimentation phase of his PhD. I was very puzzled but open to the idea. At first he said we should just meet up as friends for coffee and all. Then drifted off saying...

It is hard, I suffer from anxiety and probably I might be depressed (completely unrelated to my bf). I have difficulty coping with my own issues, added to that the stress from my relationship with my man sufffering from PTSD, the anxiety magnifies tenfold. I miss the old days. I have my network...

Thank you everyone for your valuable insight. I have been really struggling with idea whether I should continue this relationship or not. I talked with my friends and everyone says I deserve better considering the toll it is taking on me. Tbh I even felt he might be using me for sexual...

I am experiencing strange changes in myself too. I hid our pictures so I never see them. I avoid seeing him on social media. I wake up with a dull ache in my chest every morning. I am forgetting how it felt to be in love. I can't seem to feel much. If I try too much I start pushing myself...

[Update] I talked to my man last night inquiring about his health. He said he felt better. He was very self centered. Asked about my health, I was honest that I wasn't well. He paused for a minute then resumed talking about work as if I didn't concern him. It was almost like talking to a...

Indeed I find the tool extremely useful as I have the tendency to become numb. However when it comes to my bf..I doubt I can do much unless he is willing to try. I could show him this forum but in the end he has to make the effort which sadly he doesn't want to. His solution to everything is...

It really hurts me to no end. An entire day passed he didnt even bother to reach out to me. I have been worried about him because he had been sick the night we were arguing. It is hard not to reach out and text. He is a good person deep down. I know that, it is just this thing...it seems to be...

He had been diagnosed with PTSD a few years ago, he did go for therapy a couple of times but then just stopped going. He refuses to visit a doctor thinking he will get through it. I am taking a break at the moment trying to get through the day.

Me and my bf are in our late 20s. He had a near death experience when he went into shock after he reacted severely to an inflammatory drug administered for a minor injury. The chances of renal failure were high but he made through. He has been diagnosed with PTSD...now he is in his last year of...