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    I Just Wanna Run...please Help Me

    I absolutely adore the way you worded this. I have literally, never in my life, been able to relate to anything to the degree I was able to relate to your post.
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    I Just Wanna Run...please Help Me

    I just found out I'm pregnant yesterday.....
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    I Just Wanna Run...please Help Me

    It seems to be limiting how much I can actually quote posts; so here are my replies to the remainder of the responses: Friday: How do you ignore feelings that can be so intense and overwhelming and seemingly impossible to ignore? I wish I could do this, and I attempt to convince myself to...
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    I Just Wanna Run...please Help Me

    I actually have that book. I have only read bits and pieces of it. Right now, I am reading "Complex PTSD From Surviving to Thriving" by Pete Walker, as well as a book recommended by him in that book, "Coping with Trauma Related Dissociation" by Kathy Steele, Suzette Boon and Onno Van Der Hart. I...
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    I Just Wanna Run...please Help Me

    7C's, it won't even let me quote you, so here is my response to your reply: Thank you, this post comforted me a lot. I do try my best to do positive self talk every day; it has something I have been pursuing for years now. It does, indeed, help, it's just harder to see the positive effects it...
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    I Just Wanna Run...please Help Me

    Firstly, thank you all, so very much. Your responses truly are greatly appreciated. I will try to post as many quotes to one reply as I can since it won't allow me to submit a response with all of the quotes in one reply. I am so sorry you are feeling this way. I know how defeating it feels...
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    I Just Wanna Run...please Help Me

    I typed out a reply but it keeps telling me, "Anti-Spam Prevention: You cannot post links" and I didn't even put any links in my reply, it just has all of the responses to my OP quoted and then my responses to each of them. ???
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    I Just Wanna Run...please Help Me

    I don’t know what to do. I feel lost. I feel trapped. I feel smothered. Most of all, I feel like running. I just want to run. I just want to run. So bad. And it’s literally taking everything in me not to. So, I moved to California from Seattle last year. Everything had been great. I had been...
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    Sexual Assault Doubt... Was I Abused?

    How could she have possibly been responsible?! She was 9 years old! That makes me sick.
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    Sexual Assault I Think I May Have Been Molested As A Child

    I'm afraid I can't help you because I don't know much about the subject, but just wanted to send you some (((HUGS))) and tell you you may want to see a psychologist or someone more experienced if your therapist does not seem like s/he is not being of much help, and bring this list to him/her and...
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    Sexual Assault Doubt... Was I Abused?

    Honey, you did NOT make something out of nothing! I am so sorry, but yes you were sexually assaulted by your brother, whether or not he was going through a tough time, he was old enough to know better! It is very normal to struggle with these thoughts, I did, too. I went through something...
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    Feeling Attracted To Someone.

    I am going through the same thing right now, or something quite similar... I am getting back into a relationship because I "ran away" from it previously. I want to try it again, because I am afraid I left the relationship because my issues beat me, as you were saying. I also battle feelings of...
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    My Dream Last Night

    I was walking in the neighborhood I grew up in. I was walking two dogs (I am a dog trainer), correcting them as they pulled on the leash and disobeyed. A man was walking behind me with his dog, who was acting crazy and yanking on the leash, dragging the man and it looked as if the dog was...
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    Going Home...

    Thank you @shimmerz that made me smile!! :)
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    Fear Of Abandonment/connection/love

    What kind of doctor should I see? I have seen multiple therapists and to be honest with you, they have not been very helpful at all. I have also seen a psychiatrist and he just put me on medication - my appointments with him have never been more than 20 minutes long. I know he will continue to...
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