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    Childhood childhood sexual abuse, narcissistic abusive mother

    ahh, I'm so sorry. I got sad for you reading this. You definitely were not old enough, you were a victim. I had a similar situation but way younger, I was 5 and the boy was 9. There was a bully living next to me, she was an older girl. She would convince this boy to do anything, and then they...
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    Terrified of people thinking I am a bad or mean person

    I have anxiety, not specifically social anxiety diagnosed yet, but I always score high on the anxiety tests. I’m going to continue therapy and will hopefully learn more about it.? Thank you, all the best to you as well❤️
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    Terrified of people thinking I am a bad or mean person

    Yeah, I also overly interpret people’s facial expressions and movements/what they say because of this. I might sometimes tell my friends I felt like someone didn’t like me , and often they will not even know what the heck I am talking about, they hadn’t noticed anything like that. I think for me...
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    Terrified of people thinking I am a bad or mean person

    Oh, yeah I am sorry to hear u are struggling. I am too in my own ways. I hope things get better for you. Your well wish made me feel better?
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    Childhood Finding out I was sexually humiliated as a child by older kids

    Ohh, that is really similar to my story too then. What age were you when you found out if I may ask? And did you go specifically for this reason? If you don’t want to disclose that is totally fine. Thanks for replying?
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    Terrified of people thinking I am a bad or mean person

    Hi to you too! Thanks? hope you are doing well too!
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    Terrified of people thinking I am a bad or mean person

    Yeah, I guess it is about becoming to terms with the fact that not everybody can like everybody. Just like I don’t like some people, I shouldn’t expect everyone to like me either. Working on it?
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    Childhood Finding out I was sexually humiliated as a child by older kids

    Yeah, I guess that is all that I can do really.. thing is I will have a long break now because I am transferred to another place which might take 6 months to a year.. just concerned about what will happen in between with these new thoughts. thank you for replying btw?
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    Childhood Finding out I was sexually humiliated as a child by older kids

    Well. I was talking to my mom two hours ago, and she mentioned when I was talking about what may have caused my anxiety issues, that there mught be something that stems from my childhood. I got curious as to what se was talking about, and as soon as she mentioned the names of the children that...
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    hit with the depression truck

    Hey, I am in a similar situation. My physical self harm has been gone for about 8 months, but my motivation has for sure wavered. I struggle with periods of about 3 months being motivated and doing things vs crippling anxiety and depression. I was on this upward mood again after hospitalization...
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    Terrified of people thinking I am a bad or mean person

    Hi! Thank you for your reply. I can definitely relate, also with the childhood aspect. I did have an emotionally abusive household especially in my teenage years, which most likely contributed to my current situation. I have moments of confidence, where opinions of others don’t phase me much...
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    Terrified of people thinking I am a bad or mean person

    I am a little bit unstable, currently being diagnosed for borderline personality disorder. I have a crippling fear of people hating me because they think I am a bad person:that I don’t care or that I am just that selfish. In reality I care a great deal, and am terrified of losing the people I...
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    I only remember nightmares

    Yeah it does make a lot if sense that we confition ourselves. I have a habit of thinking about all the things that bother me before I sleep, and this probably contributes. Lucid dreaming has been an interesting concept to me always, and I have had a few dreams where I felt I am truly in control...
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    I only remember nightmares

    Hey, thanks for the reply. Well, I agree that I must have nice dreams too, they just don’t stick to my mind like the bad ones do. And I do have very nonsensical dreams in which things happen that I would never expect to happen, but after those dreams I have the feeling in my head forever...
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    I only remember nightmares

    I remember I used to have good dreams, happy dreams that made me feel good. For the last five years, I only remember having horrible dreams that disturb my mood for a while. They are dreams of me doing horrible things or me seeing my family or friends dying in a gruesome way.I have been missing...
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