Recent content by RedLuna

I'm fighting so hard but I dont know what more to do

Where exactly do you cut?

its hard

Well I started cutting again, depression has dropped and all I see is pain and darkness.

Thank you you guys its nice knowing there are people out there who care and know how it feels. I live in USA in Texas.

I do the whole what would happen if I did this kina of thing and I've been wanting to cut again and I no longer have a therapist at this moment I'm on my own and if I talked to my family they wouldn't do much its the same thing always oh you'll be ok it'll pass crap

So, for some reason no matter what I do my mind still goes on suicide I try so hard to fight the urge but I don't know how anymore. I'm afraid I'll try and hurt everyone that I love. I know everyone trys but I feel like I can never please people the way I want to. I feel like I can't make anyone...

Thank you but I can't find a crisis line to call and I'm trying.

:)thank you

No I don't have any they walked out on me.

if you can find someone to talk to and help you out when your husband isn't around and your stressing out. Ive found it helped me when I did have someone to talk to.

So I met a guy that I really like but I can't trust or anything because of everything I went through, I've opened up to him a lot but I feel like all he wants is sex but I don't want love and happiness. I'm tired of the pain and what I've gone through and I've been having sever flashbacks and...

I want to get help but I haven't been able to find someone that'll work with me and be patient its difficult from me in many ways ive barely opened up to my family, my trust issue level is like gone so I try to talk to strangers but there all impatient so its hard.

Thanks I should try that sometimes, hugs.

Thank you so much.