Recent content by Sammyiam

Fade, wow I read this and thought how similar can it be you and me. My mum died of heart failure and her last words to me were ..... Are you still here go home ! And in the hospital she would introduced me to the nurses as .... This is my youngest I don't know what went wrong with this...

Mine is one of my grandsons favourite books I read to him. Sam I am Green Eggs and Ham . My children used to love reading these books as well. It shows the love I have for him and that I am never going to treat him like my mother treated me or my grandchildren. I also tell him I love him...

Sorry everyone I just need a few days thanks for your replies Sorry

Do you ever just wonder if you just haven't got what it takes to be on this planet for a long time. That you just screw everything up around you and make such a shit job of stuff, that you think what am I doing here. You just go from one big screw up to the next and your just not good at...

i wanted to be a sign writer or an architect. At school my tech drawing teacher was old and very sleazy and their was only one other girl in my class. I never got to be an architect or a sign writer

Thank you everyone, I've just woken up. Will I should say got up as not a lot of sleep happened. I was the last one to talk to her and I know she felt safe. She didn't realise what was happening, I just feel numb really going through the motions. When my mum died I didn't feel like this I...

Simon, I would come all the way over there to help you, please know that I am thinking of you. I feel so many of the same things. I'm sorry you are not in a good place. Just remember lots of us are thinking of you. Please take care Sammy

It's times like this that just make you think, my friend and neighbour just died a couple of hours ago. I was with her and told her she was going to be ok. Now she is not here any more. Life just can go so fast and unexpected I cannot believe she is not here anymore.

@Whispering_Truth I have a mental health problem but I am certainly not insecure in my marriage. I have been married for 30 years, I have never been unfaithful ever to my husband. I think making wide assumptions about women is very demeaning and that is such a huge problem. Men like...

I'm really sorry @digger, I'm the same exactly just the thought of tests freaks me out. It is a huge trigger for me as well. Everyday it triggers me even if Im not waiting for test results. Have you got any friends to talk to, to help you through it ? The only way I try, is to think it's...

We have approached the half way mark in the year for the donation total, so it would be great to be at the 50% mark to match the monthly total, otherwise we will have to try and have a big push at the end of the year when everyone is busy and money is tight as its getting close to Christmas...

How is she today ? I hope you are all doing a bit better. I'm thinking of you and sending you good thoughts. Sammy

I'm so sorry Macbeth I hope she will be ok. Pm me if you want to talk. Sammy

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