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Thanks :hug:'s

I'm dreading next Thursday... It will be 10 years since I lost my son to an ectopic at 9 wks. I remember that day like it was yesterday. I remember the Dr's saying there was nothing in my uterus and I would have to go to the hospital. About an hour later I found out that I would have to...

Welcome to the forum. Hope u find the help u need. It has been helpful for me.

Yes I've tried counseling but it wasn't helping me, I felt like it was making everything worse

So sorry for your loss :(

I try but it seems like it's getting harder as time passes and it's getting closer to his anniversary. When I met my husband he wanted 7 kids lol but now I can't even give him one so I feel like I failed him. I know he knows it's not my fault but I can't help but feel this way :( I wish I could...

I have been feeling so down and stuck these last few months as it gets closer to my son's death anniversary. (08/25/2006) People have been so rude telling me I NEED to move on.:mad: I thought I was doing ok until this year. It's just a HUGE reminder that we would have had a 9 year old.:unsure: I...

A nurse for pediatrics

I've had a lot on my mind lately, Next month on August 25th will be one of the hardest days of my life and I don't feel mentally prepared for it. August of 2006 me and my newlywed husband of only 4 months were beyond excited that we were going to be parents.:) We went to my first OB...

Welcome Nighthawk, So sorry you had to go through that and no one acknowledged your hurt. Just know you're not alone. :hug:'s

Every time I fall asleep even if it's for a lil bit, it's always the same damn nightmare. My mom yelling at me telling me how worthless I am and her beating me with plastic hangers. I wish I could move past it. Ever since she passed away in 2014 they've been really bad. I've tried talking to a...

So sorry you're having such a hard time. You're not a lazy bitch. Ptsd really sucks the fun out of your life. I'm here if u need to talk :hug:s

My mother's birthday is on Monday, she would have been turning 47. She passed away April 5,2014. We never had a good relationship, she had been on drugs since I was a baby. I was born prematurely because of her drug use and have a bunch of medical issues from it. She also mentally...

I don't know how much more I can handle. My husband has been sick on and off with stomach issues since 2010 and every morning it's pretty much the same routine. He sits on the floor in front of the couch and cries because his stomach is hurting and talks about how he can't do this anymore and...

I've been sick my whole life but it started getting worse when I turned 19. My pain has been getting bad as the years go on so I can't do a lot anymore. So I just listen to music a lot or color something.