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    So.... here i am

    Junebug... thanks for making sense. You are right.
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    So.... here i am

    I very well could be and am most likely am running away. But really, why not roll the dice, one more time...
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    So.... here i am

    fought to wake up this morning. got a message from an online guru that there are no worries with me not being able to scale the financial hurtle of their insanely expensive program.. and that they had two people waiting anyway (because… I am sure they were waiting on me) You can’t bullshit an...
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    Denied Weekly Sessions

    All I can do at this point is work on the next best things... daily readings centered around acceptance, meditations...
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    Denied Weekly Sessions

    I get it. I have had to move my weekly therapy sessions to twice a month because United Health Care left the health care marketplace and it's no longer covered by any of the remaining plans. Money is extremely tight and I am going to have to scuttle this week's session because I don't have the...
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    Blaming Yourself

    Mama13, your friend asked. You gave her real and honest feedback. I would have given her the same feedback. You are following your instincts. I see no reason to doubt yourself. Hang in there.
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    Other Breaking Up With Ptsd,so Confused.

    Time will tell Christian and I know that doesn't make it easier. I am so glad you are getting help and I hope that she will follow your example.
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    Other Breaking Up With Ptsd,so Confused.

    Hey there Christian. Glad you are here and what you have said makes perfect sense. My situation is a little different than yours in the respect that my ex-partner ( I am the one who has PTSD) did things that kept me pretty highly triggered (having to do with trust and boundary issues between us...
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    Work From Home/remote

    Hodge, Did you find the process of applying for SSD difficult? The only reason I haven't is because I had imagined the process was next to impossible, especially for PTSD. My take on it was that I would have to be practically drooling in a bucket in order to qualify... am I incorrect in that...
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    Undiagnosed Hello Everyone!

    Welcome AphexTwin. I hope you find the help that you need.
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    Sufferer Hello Everyone! New Here :)

    Welcome peacelovemusic I'm new here as well and have found the people here to be encouraging and helpful. I can certainly understand your aversion to counselors and hope that you can find the people that you need to surround yourself with.
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    Sufferer Good Afternoon Everyone

    @intothelight Thank you! I am very happy to be getting the answers and support for something that has a name and is real. I don't maintain any illusions of this being easy but I do feel that much closer to being able to do something about it. As they say, knowledge is power!
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    5 Things I'm Thinking Today

    I asked for what I needed today… preparing the launch pad for what is going to be hard-core work. Did work on my portfolio Explored new job possibilities with an open mind Making plans for fun with friends Spicy ginger beer on ice with a healthy twist of lime is pretty damned delicious...
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    5 Things I'm Thinking Today

    I refuse to let PTSD be the thing that defines me and I refuse to let it take me down I want a life, good one… where I am freely able to love and be loved I am now able to identify what one of these cycles look like. What is real and what isn’t. What triggers me and why it triggers me. It is a...
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    5 Things I'm Thinking Today

    So will I!! :)
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