Recent content by stuckinmyhead

It needs no change. I do love her, even if I had to cut her out of my life completely I'd still love her. I'm not going to hate her because she doesn't see or feel things like I do, I will simply make whatever changes are necessary for my life to be better. My father was terrible to me, but I...

Regardless, she's still my mother, I love her, I know she loves me in her own way and I would like to forgive her some day and I'd like her to understand me, I'm just not sure how to get there yet. I won't be that person who holds hate in my heart, it's not good or beneficial for anyone, I just...

@shimmerz sadly I've been slowly hating her for staying, but it didn't kick in until I was grown and in therapy. It sucks.

My PTSD stems from being abused by my father as a child. Looking back on it all, it seems like my mom only took action when I was noticeably hurt as far as calling police, but they never did anything and she never left to protect me. Now I have kids of my own and she is constantly telling me how...

Have you considered that maybe he might want to surprise you? My wife sucks at gifts and presents, but once in a while she surprises me as part of an effort to show that she doesn't ALWAYS forget lol and she knows it hurts my feelings when I get her and our kids presents and then we don't get...

I've always been like this so it's actually interesting to me that you posted this. I've always felt like I'm emotionally unstable due to my PTSD. I cry at EVERYTHING lol, but at the same time I feel that I get to feel things in a way that other people may never experience because it's so...

For me it depends on the trigger as I'm more sensitive about some things than others and it's harder for me to calm down around other people unless they know just what to say. A mild trigger can take me a few hours to a day. A serious trigger can last a few days. I'm just getting over a big one...