Recent content by Tigergirl1217

I just talked with my therapist yesterday and he told me it was just the tip of the iceberg of my experience.

This I know was a chain of events from my lifetime. Some could be considered traumatic. I've been wanting death since I was 12.

So what exactly do you think it could be? I mean my psychiatrist diagnosed me with PTSD, but then again she is diagnosis happy. I would love insight as to what could possibly be or what I could do.

Hello everyone, I was wondering if I am not alone, and if anyone experienced trauma from force psychiatric inpatient treatment. When I was 18 my friends found out that I was on the verge of suicide, so I tried to flee. As I ran my friend caught up and held onto me for life. I got out of her...

This makes alot more sense why I still orgasmed when my flashback about a nurse who violated me while cathed as a young child would appear while masterbating… I know Im straight

Hello everyone, Currently I feel like I'm in a different dimension, it feels like dreams except I'm awake and it is driving me insane. What are ways to come back? I also feel like some one is hunting me. Like I feel like someone is watching me. Could seroquil cause this? I'm going up on it now...

johnis I read your post and it makes me want to cry. You are a very courageous person to live through this. Based off of what I read, you are in this world to help people. All these preachers who say that believing in Christ is simple and that you will enjoy more. They are very wrong. Believing...

Currently I just want to die and go to the Lord for all of eternity. I don't think I'm depressed, in fact I feel very peaceful. I don't want to tell my doctor because I don't want to go back to the psychiatric hospital. I'm going down on seroquil. I just fantasize my funeral and how much I...

@stp2012 this exactly what I did!:woot: It's amazing what fictional protagonist can do in your mind. Using their battles as a symbol of fighting against the enemies as in anxiety. Btw I love Narnia, especially aslan;)

'hello everyone, i think i am tackling ptsd on my own. i have been fighting flashbacks on my own with some relapses, but honestly ive been much better these past months. it happend when i accepted jesus as my savior. what i would do is when i get bad flashbacks i would imagine him rescuing me...

I've been through something similar when I was six but my catheters went up my peehole. I had to have tests to see what was going on. Unfortunately these tests did more harm than good because I ended up with PTSD. But fortunately when I was fourteen and had bladder problems I put my foot down...

Hello everyone, Does anyone else feel fatigue after a vivid nightmares? Last night I had a disturbing dream and when I woke up I felt like I had 30 minutes of sleep when I got 7+ hours of sleep. Why does this happen

Latley I am having a PTSD episode with intense nightmares. I've had dreams about my trauma but other people doing it to me that are authority like my teachers doing it. I had a great relationship with them but after my nightmares I'm scared of them.... Also in my other nightmares I actually...

yep it was the main cause of PTSD. It got even worse when I would get bullied for my condition from kids and adults

Hello @mumfie welcome to the forum. As a child I has kidney reflux from age 6-8. I had to have several vcugs that always becomes horrific. I would have to have catheter inserted which it burns like hell. I would have to have 2-3 people hold me down because I would fight while screeming and...