Recent content by torietoo

Hello. I'm so sorry you are so frustrated! You're in a hard situation. First of all, is he your boyfriend and do you live with each other? Can you explain a little more about your relationship? Unfortunately, it sounds like what alot of women deal with. Maybe men, but since I'm a women, not...

Thank you for replying:) I have another thread called "can't sleep without taking alot of medication " and I kind of answered about meditation, somatic therapy. I am hopefully going to find a therapist that works with trauma. I agree with everyone that says that it's not about diagnosis but...

Thank you for your response:) I saw a new doctor yesterday. He's a medical doctor and not a psychiatrist which I think is very good because he went through all the medications I have been taking and how they are affecting my physical health and mental health. I find it amazing how every single...

I had called my Medicare provider and all they can do for anything to do with being hospitalized for inpatient treatment in a treatment center for any mental health conditions is that they give you 190 days for your whole lifetime and they pay 80% which is good but paying the 20% is still alot...

I'm so sorry that I hijacked your thread! I have a bad habit of writing a novel instead just giving an answer:( I hate that I do that and I apologize to you. I sincerely hope you will take care of yourself first without being too worried about what others think but I know that's extremely hard...

Hi again! Tryingtofly I would love to ask you if you will take a chance with me and be buddies. The best of friends are the ones that it feels wonderful to be "negative " with and to celebrate being "negative ". I don't believe in such a thing anyway. It's just another way to feel bad about our...

It's the part about being heard for the first time. A need so many of us have longed for but never received. All those feel good chemicals are running rampant!

Awesome!!! Thank you for sharing that with me!!!! Helps alot:)

Also I don't drink alcohol or caffeine at all. I haven't eaten chocolate for along time and actually hardly eaten anything at all recently. Books overstimulate me no matter what kind of book I read. Talking and texting is overstimulating for me. I don't watch tv at all because the noise drives...

You are the first person that has ever mentioned that this can be harmful to me. I actually really do appreciate you for saying that. I'm overwhelmed with gratitude because no one has ever worried about this and I thought it was odd but since I never got a reaction I just figured it was no big deal.

Some if the replies here are making me laugh! I kinda wonder how some noise might cause me into the Incredible Hulk and start smashing:)! Many different sounds can set me into a full fledge panic attack and I want to get my revenge on the culprit. I'm extremely sensitive to noise. The car...

I don't understand why a therapist or doctor has me totally believing that I will be leaving home to check into an eating disorder inpatient treatment if I was anorexic at that specific time or a mental health inpatient or outpatient care from a certain clinic that is not in the state I live...

Hi again:) You are really nice! Thank you for replying!!! Well, I don't have a job (on SSD) or any friends except some in different cities which I like so I don't have to make excuses why I don't want to go out. I don't enjoy going outside or anything actually. I have my family that try to get...

I'm so sorry about the nightmares you constantly have and not being able to sleep very well:( I've been lucky on the most part of not having nightmares like you have. It would be very frightening to even attempt to sleep. Are you're nightmares playing out as memories you are already aware of or...

Hello! I would like to share with you my employment and short term disability and SSD journey. For some reason I have been extremely lucky as to how I'm not homeless. I worked physical labor for the same company but at 3 different states for 11 years and absolutely loved it. I was such a hard...