Recent content by user44032

I'm sorry you're going through this and hate your life. Many of us feel the same way you do. And you're right, the SI isn't as cut and dry as it seems to some others. I know exactly what you mean. Do you really feel that no one would miss you? It's not a fun place to be. I'm sorry things have...

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I just had my first treatment today. Was quite a journey. Some of the highlights: Lots of shapes, faces that turned to shapes, mountains, valleys, among others. Childhood, military deployment, and crying. Had some heightened anxiety during the more intense phase of medicine peeking. My first...

Unsure about FMP but the VA can approve Ketamine for "treatment resistant depression" via 'care in the community'. Best of luck to you, and thanks for your service.

I'm deeply sorry that you are struggling so much. I know what it's like not having any money, nowhere to go, and no one that understands you and what you're dealing with. I will pray for you now. I wish there was more I could do other than day hang in there.. 🙏

Many things written here I resonate with...hang in there too, ok🙏

What is all involved with the inpatient Ptsd treatment?

After you have a nightmare, when you're able, write it out but with a different/better ending to it. Make the story yours. It's what I do sometimes. Hang in there.

I see you..I feel your frustration. I too don't handle things well when I'm out. Especially when I drive. My anxiety turns me into an asshole. I hate certain versions of myself and that's one. Seems like your past is definitely haunting you. I personally use intense weight lifting and...

I liked the original version better. It was simple and easier for me to understand. Thanks for the effort and I'm certain others will benefit!

Yep. I just logged in, searched a key term and your post calls out to me. I've been married for 15 years now. Our sex life has never been great even in our peak years. She is just like your husband & I'm CONSTANTLY thinking about sex with other women now. I even logged into an adult dating site...

Yes, I too have similar "pains" that are triggered from past occurrences. I hope your pain goes away someday and that you can live a peaceful, healthy, and happy life.

Brilliant response and I agree with several points. I would like to clarify something though. When I say "over sharing" I'm not referring to my past trauma Stressors, I'm referring to sharing too much personal information in general. Like, I don't sometimes stop at basic introductions if that...

I notice that sometimes when I begin talking to someone I tend to maybe "over share" things with them. It would seem more likely, given my past & stressors that I would shut down and stay shut down ALWAYS (I still do this too). But I've noticed particularly over the past handful of years that I...