Recent content by xanabilify

I'm being harassed anonymously but I think I have an idea who's doing it, which makes it even worse. For the past hour I have been receiving anonymous messages from someone who is mocking me and teasing me about how I was attacked last year. I am EXTREMELY suicidal right now. I need someone...

I was attacked in a bed. Not my bed. Not my mum's bed. It just seems that whenever I sleep in a bed, no matter whose bed it is, I start panicking so much. I've started sleeping on the floor. I don't know what's going on :(

My therapist told me that I’m allowed to put in my earphones during therapy when I start having flashbacks or when I start getting distressing thoughts.. but I don’t want to come across as being rude. And what’s the point of going to therapy if I’m going to listen to music? Has anyone done this...

I have to go to work with my mum in the morning and I have to leave the house at half 8. 
I have an appointment with my psychiatrist at 11am and an appointment with my crisis team worker at 2pm. 
So that means I’m going to be out of my house all f*cking day and I’m honestly so scared because my...

Hello, last September I was raped. Or so I think.. I have had all of the symptoms of PTSD and my psychiatrist has diagnosed me.I am starting to think maybe I am the one in the wrong? am so confused. Here is a brief of what happened (trigger warning: I went round my friend's house purely to...

At the beginning of September I started college (year 12). At first I was so excited, it would be a new start and no one would know me. But over time I figured that it isn't actually all that great, I'm getting a lot of coursework and I'm struggling with my mental health problems.I haven't been...

Coming up is an anniversary of a traumatic event that I experienced one year ago. I've been really stressed out about it and I've been having recurrent nightmares and hallucinations. - I'm constantly on edge - I'm having horrible anxiety - I cant leave the house on my own - I've been quiet and...