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So jealous! I only had stroganoff sauce and mushrooms 2 maybe 3 times but I can fully imagine the taste. It was with some kind of meat as well and last had it well over 6 months ago. Very easy to throw up as well. Hospital food is prepackaged and that sounds like a dream, seems less contaminated...

Hm making money and keeping your ego are two different things. It's possible to make money using a method that is decriminalised but mostly frowned upon and that isn't good for the ego. Personally I would do some things in this category cause I don't care what people think anymore. It doesn't...

Believing I deserved care without harming myself further.

- eggs without seasoning & actually preferred it that way - sweet BBQ pork ribs - spice ham with mayonnaise - hot dogs with tomato sauce - 2 ripe mangoes - Dukkah spiced cauliflower with feta spread, cranberries, nuts and olive oil! This was so good! - chicken Maggi noodles - mini apple...

"I dread the events of the future, not in themselves but their results" - Edgar Allan Poe

WHAT am I witnessing?! Is this a typo?

When you no longer get ID'd at the liquor store cause they can tell the life has left your eyes! 😇

340g blueberries - 194 1 peach - 60 5 white grapes - 15 1.25L zero sugar cola - 5 Total - 274 cals

I disagree or maybe it's just my own case but one of the main things I don't believe I deserve is calories from food, even if I paid for it myself and worked for the money and know I'll only, and I mean only feel better both mentally and physically after getting energy from calories (instead of...

The Pink Panther (1963) Inspector Clouseau (1968)

It's not air, it's sub atomic particles which produces different vibrations that are what your senses perceive!!!

I am glad to be alive for once, no particular reason...

"If I seem wreckless with myself, it's the fault of no one All things have a place under the moon, as well as the sun" - Elliott Smith

I had a dream about an event that was similar to what happens irl the next day. Spooked me and I haven't slept for over a day again. Could've been possible someone mentioned it in the other room and it went into my subconscious, if not then it's just unsettling.

McDonald's burgers and fries 🍔 🍟 Makes me happy even if I don't get to eat it

Elliott Smith

North Korea

When I had at least several reasons to look forward cause one or two isn't enough especially if they're what most people consider 'bad'.

For someone like me, it makes more sense to list things I don't deserve cause in this world, you need to work just to stay alive and I don't always do everything perfectly, I make mistakes sometimes which is unpredictable which means I will never be good enough. Unfortunately the one and only...

Oh I didn't read the previous conversation but yes, the ETA. It was a slow realisation or maybe I always did sort of know as child but took a while to fully accept the fact. But before age 4-5 I remember thinking I was loved.

That's too much of a generalisation since I don't feel confused at all. I don't understand what a good upbringing has to do with this but it's possible for family members, especially the one that raised me who made me realise I shouldn't value my life and will never be good enough since they...

Same, I don't feel much in dreams but the surrealism of it is a much better place. My brain thinks logically in waking hours no matter how much I try to change it which sucks. So much unavoidable emotions when dealing with other people.

I agree and always thought with these posts that it's a one sided view so it can be difficult to tell who did what wrong. There's a few vets here who were active in the last few weeks but maybe not everyone wants to chat. I suggest starting a thread if you know how, the right people will come...

As afraid as they wanted me to be.