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I think I’ll get my left tragus pierced it’s going to be snowning here tomorrow. And I could take the dogs on a river walk.

I am very sad. There is a weird page in the condo docs that assigns square feet of common space to each unit. So this means that the bitch is entitled to a certain amount of space on the porch. In 35 years all the people that have lived there have treated the porch as exclusive use. It’s not...

Had a phone conference with the lawyer. He assured me that the porch attached to my unit boundaries is for my exclusive use. I have to drive to Portland to give him everything that is on file at the Registry of Deeds. He’ll go through it and fix what doesn’t satisfy current condominium laws...

@Slushie you are on the right track!! I have a neighbor in my condo who has been cyber bullying me for 4 years. My Psychiatrist gave me the name of a lawyer who has been awesome. He only practices condo law, but I’m starting there and as money allows I plan to let the strong arm of the law free...

I agree that fear is holding you hostage, put that’s what the perps want to make sure the secret stays a secret. Cutting contact is a good place to start towards regaining your personal power. You are free to delete without reading all the texts and emails they may bombard you with. If you...

YOU KNOW YOU HAVE PTSD WHEN: You have no awareness of being bullied for four years You don’t think there is a way out You are hopeless You overmedicate just because...its relief. Your chakras are always shut down You sleep all day and watch tv all night when all the scary shows are on You want...

I just sent an e mail to a lawyer my Psychiatrist told me to talk to. I can’t afford him. Maybe he can at least tell me if I have any options.

Quietest Christmas ever.,not that I’m complaining. My nemesis moved my dog gate again and has now encroached the space under my window. She put her useless chair that she moves to my window so she can spy on me. Plus she’s collected 3 5 gallon buckets that she put on my porch. I’m sure she...

Good to know you’re “a friend of Bills” @ladee I haven’t been to a meeting for years either, but while I was trying to get myself right about the bullying I heard my mind say “name it, claim it, dump it”. The reason that phrase sticks with me is that I have so much difficulty naming feelings...

Pix of the light display

Feeling better today. I thought yesterday was going to be overwhelming. First of all, I haven’t been sleeping well and just generally worn out from my f*cked up nemesis. I had to work in the morning then try to rest a little before a friend and I drove to a fantastic Xmas light display at the...

I feel like I’m a little girl, knowing my grandfather is visiting and just waiting for him to sneak into my room to assault me. There’s no escape. That’s what I’m paralyzed by.

I can’t get her evil out of my mind. Just waiting for the next assault. I know now why teenagers commit suicide due to cyber bullying. It is insidious, unpredictable, soul sucking. And @ladee you’re right about why no one has supported me. They just want me to ignore her. Well, they aren’t being...

@ladee I fantasize about bringing her down by the courts, the police. I fantasize about retribution for when she refused to have the mold removed from my ceiling that happened after the roof failed. She lied to the other board members about how extensive the mold was. I am highly reactive to...

I am compiling all the text rants and emails. I won’t read any new ones I get. I’ll just print it and put it in a file. I will take the file to the lawyer who specializes in condominium law. I’m on the Board and we’re going to have the whole thing redone to comply with current law. No one since...

I didn’t sleep very much last night but I did come to a realization. I am being cyber bullied. And I have every text and email she has sent.

So I’m being cyber bullied. That’s what this is and I have plenty of proof. But first I want to see what the condos lawyer can do to make my porch exclusive to me. @ladee stamina for stupid-I love that!!!

I am trying to cope with an abusive neighbor who cyber bullies me. I blocked her from my phone number so I don’t get text rants anymore, and I told her not to email me unless it is an Association issue. She complied for a couple of months and yesterday she sent at least 10 emails blasting me. I...

I try to use my time in therapy or with my Shaman trying to get close to my avoidance. To dredge up long buried memories that’ll never go away unless I bring them into consciousness . That’s one small thing I do to address avoidance.

I’m in a difficult, protracted situation at my condo. I live in what was originally a large beach house that has been converted into 6 condos. I happen to be serving as the Secretary of the Board. The woman who was the President of the Board when I moved here hates me. She is an evil narcissist...

I’ve been on a wild ride since Labor Day. I got a new puppy in September. She’s a hot shit and super smart. Meanwhile Annie has been sick sinceemorial Day. So she’s been on prednisone for 6 years. Now it’s been killing her bit by bit. Memorial Day she passed out a few times. She has...

hi @Tornadic Thoughts always feel validated when those of us that are exquisitely sickened by offgassing chemicals are accommodated. I’ve always held the opinion that everyone will eventually be overcome by exposure, I just got there in the first wave in the 80’s. The canary in the coal mine...

Had a good session with my Shaman. We always start by me picking a card from one of several decks she uses. Fairies, animals, spirits, etc and she has a guidebook for each deck that explains the meaning. So I pulled a turtle out. So, here’s the gist of it. You’re trying to change something, but...

So I’ve been struggling for a few months trying to stabilize my mood. The only thing that helps is reiki and seeing my t. I’ve been embroiled in a conflict with the crazy lady above me. She keeps taking down the gate I have on my porch to keep my dogs safe. I put it back up, she takes it down...

Great ideas. I’m meeting with the insurance agent next week, but it’s a Medicare advantage plan so my therapist might go for it. Medicare takes up to 9 months to pay a bill, but this dude said they get there’s out under 30 days.