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  1. beaneeboo

    What animals did you see today?

    Sorry for my ignorance... what is a road runner? Is the cartoon road runner really real?!?@ meeep meeep!!
  2. beaneeboo

    What animals did you see today?

    I adore animals (such a good thread idea @Dark.Green.Feathers !)... we recently bought our first ever cat - I gave it as a present to my son - and I'm obsessed !! She's a siberian cat and she's also very clever and fairly easy to train. She comes when I call her and she follows me pretty much...
  3. beaneeboo

    What animals did you see today?

    Very beautiful...I would love to have one love next me!
  4. beaneeboo

    Why hadn't i thought this through? - Mandated Disclosure

    Thank you @Dark.Green.Feathers .. I'm sorry you're in a similar situation and that you recognise those feelings, i hope on the flip side it helps in some small way to know others can understand a bit of what you're going through on some level... this sounds so incrediblly difficult... away for...
  5. beaneeboo

    Why hadn't i thought this through? - Mandated Disclosure

    Thank you @WinnieThePoohChris How to get this message across on the inside!? I can really relate to all of this. Particularly the second to last sentence. I'm sorry this happened to you. This takes alot of strength and courage. Well done you... although I imagine it really hasn't been easy at...
  6. beaneeboo

    Why hadn't i thought this through? - Mandated Disclosure

    Yeah I think you're right. Peers can definitely help. I've always found this forum so helpful for that. Being able to turn to here when there is nowhere else in the world to go to. It's an incredible place to have. It's complicated in my case atm because of my parts having very different needs...
  7. beaneeboo

    Why hadn't i thought this through? - Mandated Disclosure

    No need to be sorry for taking it any way. The way you took it was right.... and I really appreciate your reply. It really has helped me feel less alone so thank you.
  8. beaneeboo

    Why hadn't i thought this through? - Mandated Disclosure

    But equally if you want to share any wisdom I'd love to hear it and I'm sure she will at some point too...
  9. beaneeboo

    Why hadn't i thought this through? - Mandated Disclosure

    Thank you... I think she's just very alone. She wants to be able to talk about what's so heavy for her but even before getting to that point, it's like opening Pandora's box just thinking how to do that and the ramifications of it... she wants to be able to speak about things without the threat...
  10. beaneeboo

    Why hadn't i thought this through? - Mandated Disclosure

    Thank you @WinnieThePoohChris Yes I'm wondering whether to do this or just leave it until T is back. I have parts who like to become very critical of me for even bringing up the idea of sharing or looking into it... parts which feel very bad... parts which are fearful and I'm not sure whether...
  11. beaneeboo

    Why hadn't i thought this through? - Mandated Disclosure

    15 months in to specialist trauma therapy (dissociative disorder focused), and T and I are finally beginning to get to talking a bit more about the trauma..or at least parts of it.... a very small part. I was working with one of my teenage parts on writing what is remembered about being at my...
  12. beaneeboo

    DDNOS just diagnosed with partial DID

    @recoveringfromptsd just wondering if you'd seen these - or if they may help? They way he explains it more or less is that partial DID is a more hidden / covert form of DID whereby symptoms are generally experienced more internally and there's less of an outward expression of it, so it's...
  13. beaneeboo

    DDNOS What works for you when communicating with your parts!?

    Should say I would love to hear from those not just with osdd but obviously did as well
  14. beaneeboo

    DDNOS What works for you when communicating with your parts!?

    Ummmmm oooh, I don't know?! I mean I guess the OSDD thing is a bit more specific as a diagnosis so I'm maybe wanting to hear from others with that diagnosis for strategies they've learned and tried out? I'm open to any feedback but I think those with experience with dissociative disorders would...
  15. beaneeboo

    DID DID System Calendar

    Wow, this hit home.... Anyway, I don't know how your managing to get on more @Renly or whether your system calendar helped etc. I'd be interested to hear. As the main host, I've tried so many times to get my shit together and get organised to approach therapy in a logical way. Then, with the...
  16. beaneeboo

    DID About DID for a short story.

    Great that you thought to post.... Why not set yourself another literary challenge to do with DID/ Dissociative disorders? One which aims to capture a more true representation of what it's like to live with, rather than link it to sensational and ficticious characters? There's a REAL lack of...
  17. beaneeboo

    DID Amnesia for having DID

    I could have written your post word for word! I have vOSDD with amnesia. I've struggled with denial of my diagnosis and alot of dissociative symptoms. And much to my therapist's dismay (most likely!) I can wake up on a day, despite 2 x weekly therapy for over a year, and just fell/ think that I...
  18. beaneeboo

    DDNOS What works for you when communicating with your parts!?

    Thank you @Dark.Green.Feath and @whiteraven - interesting to hear 2 quite different approaches... Loved the idea of emotional constipation! I can really relate to this as I'm sure lots of people can... I'm currently in a situation where I've had to move back in with my mum temporarily for a...
  19. beaneeboo

    DDNOS What works for you when communicating with your parts!?

    I have OSDD. Been diagnosed for 8 years. Only started specialist therapy for dissociative disorders 14 months ago. I do find it difficult accepting my diagnosis. But I can also see how that in itself is part of an elaborate internal system to keep me from addressing the trauma and realising the...
  20. beaneeboo

    My dad accidentally had sex with me thinking I was mum

    I'm shocked by some of the comments on this thread as many others are. I'm so sorry Rachel that this is all going on around you when you just shared for understanding and compassion... I'm so sorry this happened to you... I'm not in your dad's head so I can't say what he was thinking though I...
  21. beaneeboo

    Weird therapy session regarding suicidal thoughts

    I hear you on so much of this I really do... Wishing you well @Ecdysis 😊
  22. beaneeboo

    Weird therapy session regarding suicidal thoughts

    Hey @Ecdysis I really really recognise the place you're at... I've been there myself... having been through this a number if times though, I think like others here, it's given me opportunity for reflection... I've highlighted @Sideways post because essentially all the points here were the...
  23. beaneeboo

    What would you choose?

    3 arms for sure... think how much more you could get done! Sky dive or bungee jump? 😳
  24. beaneeboo

    A part of me developing feelings for T - don't know how to handle this

    I'm so sorry I didn't reply @Sideways And @Movingforward10 ... I'm always very grateful for your responses and find them so helpful.. I'm just very overwhelmed with managing everything at the moment and my brain over loaded...I want to respond when I can... 😊
  25. beaneeboo

    What Are You Feeling Today? Not Thinking, Rather Feeling! Can You Identify Yours?

    Scared. Misunderstood. Completely alone. Bad. Nervous. Sad.
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