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Oh… yeah - I guess… maybe… as they were being written… but once they are out they can mean anything… you asked about the spade. I was replying in my usual pretentiously childish manner of avoidance 🙃

Hello @WinnieThePoohChris, Thanks for asking, been back in a ‘storm’ which takes all my focus, the rain and the wind let up and there’s a break in the clouds. Understanding - I hope you find some here on this forum. I’m starting to. I feel that many people here care. I’m not a betting...

Thank you 🙏 🤗

And a collared dove

Squirrels and a dragonfly

Emotionally bruised and a little more broken again. Relieved about a break in the storm but ashamed at how I weather it.

Finding help is hard when trusting has hurt so much in the past isn’t it. I get that. I found the most helpful of ‘official’ support has come from the third sector. For some people that’s just a little softer and full of lived experience, so perhaps less judgemental I guess. I don’t know...

It’s okay @WinnieThePoohChris the words are as much yours as they are mine. They always have been. And we all have a right to be here and to use them. I just borrowed them and arranged them in some sort of order that made sense to me at the time. I’m glad you found some sense in them too...

Bit late on this one as only just arrived, as you know. But just wanted to say I’m listening too

Oh… wow... Thank you for listening. I feel heard. (ears though, not cows)

Hello, I’m sorry you are all going through this. The waiting is so difficult isn’t it and pets are family. I find all we can do in these kinds of despairing situations, when we’ve tried everything else, is to love as honestly as we can, right now, in this moment and then we’ve done everything...

Thanks for taking the time to read my ramble and to reply. Yeah I don’t make myself easy to understand do I… I find calling a spade a spade difficult. I’m attempting to change that. I was misdiagnosed for so many years. Any mention from me that my behaviour was not in my control or that I...

If it wasn’t so sad, that on a t-shirt would be a hilarious additional tool for dealing with being out. They creep up and startle me and it’s me who begs forgiveness, sometimes unsuccessfully, because I scared them while all the time working so hard just to stay in one place. They walk...

I know its an old post but it fits today, so thanks for keeping it open. For me, any stimulus could create a chain reaction of chaos without notice. Unless I hide completely which only comes from oblivion, not today’s option, I’ll meet stimuli everywhere, even in my safest places. That I accept...

Thank you

Dragonfly ~ Fleetwood Mac

Now, recovery first

Shame, gratitude, fear, hope

Shy… so…. but what a great album