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Hmm. Okay. Thank you for sharing your input and experience. Appreciate it.

I'm sorry. I don't know the answer to your question. But I can relate as I'm the same way. Sitting with you.

Yes I like it. I'm about half way done with it. Very informative.

Hugs. Thanks for sharing.

I had to come back to this. I had this relationship with my mom. She did the cuddle type of things. She was also very manipulative and mean too though. Especially if I didn't do what she wanted. I can't explain it but it felt like I was being sexually abused. This happened when I was a young...

Thank you. That means a lot. Most of my pelvic pain seems to focus on the outside of my genitals but it's like it's deep in the bone like I have someone hitting my pubic bone or my pelvis (the part that's around the vagina) with a hammer or maybe with their fist or kicking it. that's what it...

Yes. I have seen someone for the severe, extreme and almost constant genital pain and somatic pain. I've seen two gynecologists and two medical doctors and have had a pelvic ultrasound. No one can find anything physically wrong

Hello and welcome. You're not alone. Also have C-PTSD for a long time. I'm 25 now. You'll find support here.

I have this book. Just began chapter 9.

It doesn't happen in relation to periods. It's about constant. I don't know what's causing it. It's severe. I don't have periods due to my birth control but I've had this issues since childhood. But REALLY bad the last 3 years or so.

I've never heard anyone else having this!!!! I was thinking it was just me. I don't know what it means. It's horrible and constant. Feels like I'm not getting enough oxygen. Lasting for weeks at a time. No idea what causes or triggers it but seems to be stress and talking of trauma too.

This wasn't functional it was definitely dysfunctional. I can relate 100% to this. It was most of my childhood. All the support to you. It caused me to have the same symptoms as you. It was my mom and my dad. Ugh. Feel free to PM. Safe hand to hold if you want to.

Thank you very much. I know you're right. It means a lot. Support to you. Hugs if okay.

You're not alone. I'm so sorry. I can relate to this so much. Feel like that too about different me's inside. I can SOOO much relate to this. Try to be easy on yourself. Maybe try doing mindfulness and self-love mantras. You don't even have to believe them. But eventually they start to click due...

Don't have a DID diagnosis. If anything I would be more along the lines of OSDD-1 (I have parts and they influence and blend with me but they're not as distinct as alters). You're brave for reaching out. Support to you. I start with a trauma T on Friday.

Hello and welcome. I'm glad to see that you have chosen the site. It has helped me a lot. I too have had traumatic stress symptoms since very very small. Like before I can remember. Maybe. My memory - it's crazy. You're brave and strong for reaching out.

Hello and welcome. That's what a lot of my PTSD is from too. Same things. And stuff later in life too. But my childhood is what's been bothering me the most lately. You're brave.

I have had times where I feel like my clit is vibrating or my genitals are vibrating. that happened in therapy. It felt like a tingling sensation down there it was really scary.

Thank you for replying Helena. I have heard of that disorder. That's not really what it's like for me at all. I don't know. This is different, it's like a phantom pain. I don't know how to explain it. But I think having PGAD would be pretty horrible and I'm glad that it has eased up for you a...

I am sure you're right. I feel like there is something missing sometimes. Like there is something wrong. Like I'm missing something important. We'll see. I keep getting severe somatic pains down there. It feels like I'm being hurt down there. It feels like something is inside of my and...

Well: emotional abuse, physical abuse, verbal abuse, religious/spiritual abuse, parental alientation/covert incest, maybe some type of torture type of games that were done, and perhaps mild sexual abuse (non penetrative). It wasn't even real molestation. Ugh. Anyway, you are right. I shouldn't...

I can relate to not having many people if any in 3D life that understand. It's so disheartening. It causes severe flashbacks. And my BF is understanding or at least tries to be but he'll say hurtful things something that I perceive as if I'm being attacked for my mental illnesses due to my...

I'm so sorry. I can relate to this. Especially the scrubbing raw of the skin and also feeling them. You are not alone. It's been 4 years since my last attack. Although now I'm primarily dealing with trauma in my younger years that's resurfacing. I can feel it all and sometimes hear it too. If...

That means a lot to me. I am sorry you can relate. It's so horrible feeling. I feel betrayed by my body and mind. I feel betrayed by myself.

Can you explain this a bit more please? Thank you.