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    Insert Swearish Rant Here

    Oh Jupiter's Cock! (ive been watching Spartacus: Blood and Sand Lately)
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    How long does it take you to fall asleep?

    If I am doing everything right, warm shower, 10-20 mg of edibles, thunderstorm white noise, bed sheets are nice and clean, a good 30 minutes before I doze off. I can get a good 6 hours of sleep without interruption doing that. Bad sleep will involve lots of drinking before hand and Ill fall...
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    Insert Swearish Rant Here

    To be politically non political, I am so f*cking tired of election commercials, adverts , billboards, emails, phone calls, txt messages, door knocking, post cards, and hand written letters. Being in Pennsylvania right now sucks and its been like this since July. Both campaigns have even had some...
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    Photography Club

    Content removed pending link or confirmation of ownership. Contact Us for further assistance. Friend took these at an eclipse viewing party I was at. f*cking incredible! Day literally turned to night and i saw stars and planets. I was quite awestruck and dumbfounded.
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    What are you having for dinner? (wanna share your recipe?)

    I deboned an entire turkey, filled it with stuffing , rolled it up and tied it together baked it. The recipe
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    I Have No Words For This Experience - My dad used to kill my pets in front of me in a violent way, implying I would be next.

    @Lionheart my dude, i feel so much of what you do. Ive been coming to terms with a similar horrible incident where I came across a bunch of dead dogs that had been put down, all as part of some sick joke. And im going to be honest, im at a loss of how to even talk about it let alone even try to...
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    The Comedy Vault

    Classic simpsons always gets to me in a good way :)
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    Insert Swearish Rant Here

    I f*cking knew I was going to have to scrape your blacked out ass off the carpet in my lobby hallway when you stumbled in from the bar this evening. Luckily I saw you before a guest did and thought you had overdosed or had alcohol poisoning. But like a good little baby sitter I helped you to...
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    What Is On Your Mind Right This Second?

    My 4 day vacation in a week over 4th of July weekend. Its going to be a wild ride. God I hope I get and offer on this job before I go off because I wont be able to think about anything else the whole time if I dont.
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    I Don’t Feel Rested After Nightmares. Advice?

    While not for everyone, im a big proponent of medical weed to help not only with sleep but also with nightmares, if that's an option for you in your area. If you find the right strain with a good ratio of THC to CBD and other stuff (stuff with just straight THC can cause more anxiety than its...
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    Current Weather

    We had knarley hail last night, quarter to half dollar sized. You can see the layering on the sucker quite well.
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    Photography Club

    A one room school house run by amish where I live.
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    Worth/Value

    I think i can clarify, to be worthy means im good enought, to be worth enough means im valuable enough, they both mean I have a set valuse, like a price. Maybe thats why it feels uncomfortable to me.
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    Other Let's talk about torture.

    I will bump this thread just to add my thoughts. In my experiences, I saw OTHERS tortured. I saw people beaten by staff, going beyond what clearly would have just been restraining someone. I saw actual sleep deprivation used on someone, not to interrogate them but as a sadistic punishment for...
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    Worth/Value

    I'm just noticing how we all want to use different words to basically say the same thing. I don't like the word worthy because in my head that has a religious connotation than rubs me the wrong way. Entitlement to a lot of people has a negative socio and political connotation. To me it means...
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    What are you having for dinner? (wanna share your recipe?)

    Ive done a variation of this in a slow cooker and sous-vide and it is simply amazing.
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    Photography Club

    Denali national park, when I went there 10 years ago
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    PTSD, Trauma, & Themes - Betrayal

    Same with me, like exactly. My community and the people who literally took me as their charge are supposed to stop and prevent abuses, not actively ignore them or at its worst, enable and possibly even encourage it. I do have alot of contempt for most athority figures. Religious leaders, police...
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    People I perceive to be weaker than me fill me with rage and disgust

    That makes sense to me, though in a different way for different reasons. For a time after I got released, I felt completely asexual, probably for a myrid of reasons. But puberty eventually won over vs the trauma and well , yea.... But me and my therapist have discussed exactly the second part...
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    DNA test

    I've debated it, but for an odd reason. My parents did infertility treatments to conceive me and about a year or so ago there was segment on the news on how the clinic my parents used screwed up and somehow used the wrong persons sperm to conceive a girl. So she grew up not knowing that here dad...
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