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I can't believe this bullshit. Things were going at least smoothly. And then, all of a sudden, this psychopath comes back. I tried sleeping last night, and I was real, real freaking cranky. My brother has a child and his GF live in the house, and every damn night they are really, really loud...

I don't think I'm alone when I state this. Whenever I look back at what has happened to me, all the abuse (physical, mental, emotional, verbal, etc in many different forms), one thing that always strikes my find is this feeling of having my childhood stolen from me. I was never given a chance...

I will tell you this right now: I'm a very paranoid person. I have been for a long time. As I've posted before, my treatment at school really affected me into developing a PTSD. The major problem that I still experience though are not just the dissociative episodes, but also the constant...

I no longer have to go to high school (a MAJOR PTSD stressor). My family has agreed to instead take me to independent study. Basically, I attend a different school once a week and I just do some work there. It counts full for my graduation. People can obtain this if they have certain issues. I'm...

I wan't sure where to put this. Today my mom is going to sign us up for new healthcare. Not only am I going to see a therapist that may help me with PTSD, but I'm also considering getting a prescription of Accutane. I have really bad genetic acne. It's not so bad on my face but my upper body is...

My mom and dad have been separated for over 9 years. Part of the reason my mom and dad separated was because my dad had really bad alcoholism (he's been sober for 2-3 years now though). During my childhood, I remember so much domestic violence taking place between my mom and dad. It was so sad...

So, it's been 4 days since I "lashed out" at a certain person, and dumped my entire anger, trauma, and strange sense of vengeance and feeling wrongly terrorized in front of my class. Okay, it wasn't that bad (in fact, I only received a warning), but that's how it felt for me (if I were making...

Last night I had a nightmare that I remember very vividly. I was in a building that looked a lot like my 9th grade campus, and I think I was trapped in there. I remember being there and my first instinct was to get the hell out of there. I was in this kind of "stealth mode", just trying to get...

All day it seems that I'm frequently taking pauses where I just don't feel anything at all. All I think about are the awful things that happened to me in the past, and all the things that I've done since. I keep getting all these mixed thoughts of regret, reminiscing, terror, etc. But I just...

Hi. Just an introduction post, and I thought I'd might as well describe my background. I'm a senior in high school and I'm on the verge of graduating, and I can't wait to get out of this cesspit (pardon my English). I don't know how many tears I've had to shed because of school. I am diagnosed...