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    My Frustration

    Stickler, I am sobbing at your reply. Thank you for believing me, thank you for understanding this isn't acceptable, thank you thank you thank you. I was underage when the physical abuse happened and when she attempted to assault me. However, my grandparents would never allow me to file, and...
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    My Frustration

    My suffering is real. What happened to me was real and awful and not okay. I've told friends about the things my aunt has done to me, and they sit there and stare at me with a look of horror. They gasp and they ask, "Why hasn't anything been done?! Why doesn't your grandma realize how bad this...
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    Hubby & I Are Parting Ways Amicably

    That's so amazing, I'm excited for you :)
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    Living With My Abuser

    Thank you for your support, Mal :hug:
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    Nightmares About Parents

    I have nightmares of my father trying to kill me sometimes, they're awful and leave me in tears when I wake up. There was a time that he was so angry at me that he broke his girlfriends tooth, and I had a very genuine fear that he might try to come for me. You're not alone. Your English is...
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    Sufferer Hello....just A Teen Talking About Her Problems

    Hi Denisse, I'm new to the forum and fairly young myself. :) Good on you for reaching out and speaking of your past, that was brave of you. Don't be afraid to continue doing so, it's never good to allow painful thoughts and memories to burden you. Sending hugs:hug:
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    If I Was Living The Life I Wanted To Right Now I Would Be.......

    If my life was exactly how I wanted it, it would be like this.. No chronic pain, and a straight spine. A loving boyfriend, one that you know would be a good father. (All I want is to be a mother.) Kind friends. An apartment, close to my family and near job opportunities. Happiness.
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    I Had So Much To Give Humanity, But They Didn't Want It.

    The world can be a sad place sometimes :( I hope you have some support, these thoughts must burden you so. Sending you good thoughts
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    Feeling Suicidal; Cant Tell Anyone;have To Llive

    Remember that your children love you so much. You are loved, you are cherished. Please find some support, whether it be friends or family. Don't let these thoughts burden you and pull you under. Sending you hugs :hug:
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    My husband died today

    I am so sorry for your loss. My advice to you would be this - don't carry this pain alone. Lean on your family, your friends. If you don't go to see a therapist already, it might be a good idea to so you can heal. Endless hugs to you, I will be thinking of you :hug:
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    Living With My Abuser

    Thank you so much joeylittle, I'm touched that you googled and found a link for me. I will definitely look more into portable locks, and I'll try to find a quiet time where I can pull my grandpa aside for a while to talk. Thank you for your support:)
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    Feeling Alone In The World

    I'm new as well!! Hoping, just like you, to find people to relate to and lean on for support. When my anxiety goes sky high, I either dissociate or I panic. Lately it's been more common that I go into panic mode rather than dissociate though
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    Poll Have You Ever Gone Back To An Abuser That You Left?

    I moved out of my dads a year ago because of his awful girlfriend. When he kicked her out, he reached out to me and promised he had changed. I went back. About eight months later he told me he was moving her back in, and now here I am forced to live with another abuser of mine.
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    Poll Who Primarily Traumatized You Part II

    My mother was the first, my aunt also did her fair share, but my dad put me through absolute hell with a smile on his face. I chose my mother and father as they're the two who really damaged me.
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    Living With My Abuser

    I have to admit, it's very unfair for both me and my aunt. My grandma has really hampered any good progress she's made over the years. And it's unfair for me for obvious reasons. I think it's great that my grandma loves her so much, but it's to the point that she won't even listen to my...
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    Living With My Abuser

    Thank you for your support and ideas, Brat17, I'll really have to talk with my grandpa about a better lock. That's something I hadn't thought of!!
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    Living With My Abuser

    Hello everyone. If any of you could offer me any advice or support, it would mean the world to me. Also very important, I have no problem with people with special needs. I think they're some of the sweetest people in the world. It just so happens that my aunt is special needs, and it's vitally...
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