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So, living with dissociation (depersonalization for me) is a mess for private and professional matters. Sentences don't even come clearly most of the time. Impaired connection to my own thoughts and feelings, even forgetting how my body works to degrees, which makes hobbies a nightmare. Changing...
I seem to experience at least depersonalization. I've read that it can originate from even emotional abuse. I vaguely remember my family being foul. They often were, I just don't recall a formative trauma, or much of anything from childhood. I apologize for asking anyone to relive anything. I...
Trying to paint a picture of it. So, some backdrop of anxiety lingers, even if you're used to it. You may be aware you are usually not satisfyingly grounded in immediate occurrences. Here's the thread focus: there are times you experience an abrupt degeneration/decline in self that mentally...
As a side note I think parental neglect manifested in persistent depersonalization for me since 9. Maybe it influenced my behaviors.
For years I've been somewhat removed from my sense of myself sexually, mainly my libido. I don't personally consider myself having been treated terribly...