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    I Got Angry This Morning

    so how did it go?
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    Even The Smallest Things Are A Success

    being able to ask for help when you need it and knowing it doesnt mean anything bad is a success, we all need help at times, and realising you care is a big success as well,
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    I Am Not Me Today - Confused and Angry

    anger in some ways is the symptom of something else, the anger is because there is something which hurts but we react to it with anger, find the thing deep down which causes the anger and you find the thing which you are having the anger reaction to, when you have found it then you can deal with...
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    Opener For Ten - Been Through The Worst To Grow Stronger

    success? had a screwy life a bad childhood travelled alot went through a lot of bad things in life, went through first gulf war which left me a bit screwier, had a string of bad relationships which was the icing on the cake, went off the edge of sanity for years, somedays all you could get...
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    Google Earth - I Can See You

    go to google then theres a page for google earth where you can download a free version, its got a few spelling mistakes and little captions seem to be in random places at times such as a central indian caption is up in the arctic ocean, but you can look up anywhere in the world and look at it on...
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    Google Earth - I Can See You

    just had a look at latest version of google earth, being a nosey sort i looked at my home, theres the old yellow van my old dad got rid of about ayear ago theres my workshop, and theres me! so after a while i started looking up places of friends and stuff then places ive been, theyve updated...
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    The War in Iraq - Your Opinions On The Situation

    its a mess, if its a war you would be able to fire on anyone firing at you, no problem there, if its a peacekeeping role then you cant do shit, if its an occupation then you can only deal with organised uniformed groups if its a cooperative assistance force your tied up liasing with locals, if...
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    Military My Story - Ptsd From Military Operations

    yanks do a lot of stuff down south that doesnt exist, never happened and wasnt connected to the us, met a lot of specials and what has gone on,i think the question they were asking was for a few things that arent known, which cluster flops couldnt know, me i always ask about a certain hut with...
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    What Music / Song Do You Listen To When PTSD Is In Full Effect?

    at moment up and down a bit but creedance clearwater are playing, i aint no fortunate son, run through the jungle, up around the bend, im bit of an oldie with music, depends how im feeling, sometimes ride of the valkyries or 1812 , maybe motorhead, if im working myself up to do something...
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    Words - They Come Out One Way, Mean Another - Word Interpretation

    i have been thinking about this for a while, words i use and know what i mean but actually mean something else to most people, earlier today i was quite zoned out- i was not completely aware of my surroundings,not out of a zone or parking area i was space walking- feeling bouncy empty and...
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    List Your Joke, Funny Caption To Brighten Ptsd

    ok a mothers cooking breakfast on the farm and sends her son out to collect the eggs feed the pigs and milk the cow, the young boy objects to this as he wants his breakfast but goes anyway, as he gets to the chicken he collects the eggs and kicks the chicken, he gets to the pigs feeds them and...
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    What Would Cause Or Make a Flashback Change?

    maybe its something else you smelt but hasnt been to the fore much before and now your working in a different smell, could be part of the same thing only not as dominant as the smell of smoke was before? just a thought
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    The British Legion And There Counterparts

    theres a branch of the rbl , for bikers, theyre an interesting bunch, had a good bit of fun talking with em, like any crowd they are a mixed bunch, but dont matter how many arms or legs you got they can help you find something to suit, three wheelers two wheelers, or whatever, and a variety of...
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    Bad Day Yesterday! Son Insulted Any Arabic Person

    theres a lot there for him to deal with, im a bit tweaked out at the moment so pleases bear withme, but the thing that may help him is to talk to someone he can relate with, theres a chance he may talk to a vet, someone who he feels may understand, theres more of us than you can shake a stick at...
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    Holy Snaffing Duck Shit! Girlfriend Is Being Raped!

    shes been my friend for years and we started seeing each other just over a year ago, i knew she was a bit involved with someone else, but life aint always straightforward, she asked me for help because she trusts me and i know i trust her, its been a rough few days for me with ups and downs, i...
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    Holy Snaffing Duck Shit! Girlfriend Is Being Raped!

    two things occured to me one is my honesty with myself and the other is the simple but very important idea of know thyself, this has made me angry because someone i care about has been hurt, and it has been a cycle of acceptance slotting something bad and big into my brain, anger someone i care...
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    Holy Snaffing Duck Shit! Girlfriend Is Being Raped!

    i have had time to think and be calm now, i know i can only do what i can do and be there for her, i know nothing is set in stone or anything about how she will be, as for me reacting with compassion and caring,its not a bad, thing, i know the future will probably be very difficult and many...
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    Holy Snaffing Duck Shit! Girlfriend Is Being Raped!

    :naughty: ive been used and ive been abused in the past ive been low in the past, im not being used or in a bad relationship or anything bad ,i would have bugged out long ago if i thought i was being used or abused, im not, this is a genuine relationship and im going to stick with it, she is a...
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    Holy Snaffing Duck Shit! Girlfriend Is Being Raped!

    ok will add this bit my love for her hasnt changed my feelings for her havent changed i still love her exactly the same, what has changed is i want to be able to help her and take away the pain but know i cant, i know i can do nothing but listen to her and what she wants and let her go at her...
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    Holy Snaffing Duck Shit! Girlfriend Is Being Raped!

    i have had a strange six hours since i finished speaking with her, i have been hurt and very angry and had old reactions come back, i have changed beyond recognition from what i used to be when i was younger, im not going to do anything because i know it would only lead to trouble and that is...
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    Holy Snaffing Duck Shit! Girlfriend Is Being Raped!

    sorry i have posted in anger, what has happened to the person i love and care about has stirred me up and i am now hurting at the thought of these bad things having happened to her, i have made it clear to her i love her care for her support her and will do all she wants to help with this, i...
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    Holy Snaffing Duck Shit! Girlfriend Is Being Raped!

    i knew my girlfriend had some problems and i have had an honest chat with her in the past few days, i knew she was sort of seeing someone else but iwas cool with that till tonight, she suddenly realised something when talking with me, that i am a genuine caring person who could never ever hurt...
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    What is Something Good You Did Today?

    watched a10 footage, caught myself zoning out and came back , got off the trail to a bad day,and have a mug of tea instead.
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    Had PTSD Before I Joined The Army

    as you deal with one thing another comes along, its like juggling ferrets, with a series of problems the most recent is the most vivid till you can get to grips with it, then whatever else is there starts to become noticable again, it sounds like you have a series of events which have led to...
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    Am I Brave or "What" - Waxing For Charity

    the hair is pulled out by the roots, will hurt a fair bit, different for a chest wax, thick hair pulled out by follicles, youll notice the difference, may also have a nasty soreness and discoloured skin for a while, also dont expect it to grow back the way it was.
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