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When depression feels so suffocating and you just don't know what to do anymore. I can't remember the last time it lasted this long. I don't necessarily want to end things, I just want to feel better. I see it affecting my work, school, and destroying my relationship. Doc added sertraline...

Today I've been so irritable, agitated, and straight up angry at the world for no reason. My mind hasn't been flooding with overwhelming stress or anything that usually drives me to this point; all day. The only thing I can vaguely remember is my boyfriend waking me this morning because I...

I've been really depressed for the past few days and have been battling thoughts of suicide all day today. Running errands helped distract me for a little but my brain goes straight back to listing all the reasons why everyone in my life and the world in general would be better without me. I...

Though I have not had the chance to make more happy memories than sad ones in my 25 years of life, I've still had some; enough I suppose. Some of them were really good ones. I started this year getting myself in a hospital bed on NYE for 5 days. I didn't even bother taking the opportunity of...

So my veteran boyfriend and I have been dating for about half a year. He really is one of the most amazing, loving, and kindhearted man I've met. The first few months of our relationship were AMAZING. We had the picture perfect "healthy" relationship. Things started to get really shaky when a...

During the 25 years of my life I have experienced many drastic and traumatic incidents. These events have made many physical and psychological changes in me. I have tried and managed through some of the worst/low points in my life trying my best to be in the present, counting my (few)...

I might get upset, triggered, stirred up but... I am not a hateful person. The past 2 days, I have woken up angry. With no apparent reason. I guess it's safe to say that I'm no longer "numb" from my most recent trauma/incident. I'm still numb to a degree.. interacting with people, doing...

I know there are people out there who've gone through worse stuff than I have and still manage to survive. I tell myself this everyday when I feel myself dwelling on all the pain and negatives in my life. I really try to be a good person. Try to be empathetic, sympathetic, compassionate...

Due to the possibility that I might have f'ed up my relationship with my amazing for good, I've been flip flopping emotions constantly for the past week. I've gone from sad to anxious to frustrated/angry to "okay" to sobbing my eyes out.. etc. Usually around every few/several hours to a day...

My BF and I have been dating for about 4-5 months. We are both sufferers and have our own demons; his is combat related from serving in the Marine Corps and mine is non-combat related). My BF was in the middle of an inpatient PTSD program at the VA when we first started dating. I know it...