.45 Princess
Bronze Member
Today I've been so irritable, agitated, and straight up angry at the world for no reason.
My mind hasn't been flooding with overwhelming stress or anything that usually drives me to this point; all day.
The only thing I can vaguely remember is my boyfriend waking me this morning because I had another night terror. I don't remember what it was about.
I went from feeling depressed, worthless a couple weeks ago to feeling a litttle better and now this.
I'm so worked up, can't sit still. I've been trying to come up with things to do that usually distracts and calms me down (gym, washing my car) but I either don't want to do it or am too angry to do it.
This feels suffocating to the point I wish I could just die. It's taking a little too much will power to stop myself from driving my car off a cliff which is ridiculous.
I keep thinking: animals get euthanized to stop suffering, why can't I?
My mind hasn't been flooding with overwhelming stress or anything that usually drives me to this point; all day.
The only thing I can vaguely remember is my boyfriend waking me this morning because I had another night terror. I don't remember what it was about.
I went from feeling depressed, worthless a couple weeks ago to feeling a litttle better and now this.
I'm so worked up, can't sit still. I've been trying to come up with things to do that usually distracts and calms me down (gym, washing my car) but I either don't want to do it or am too angry to do it.
This feels suffocating to the point I wish I could just die. It's taking a little too much will power to stop myself from driving my car off a cliff which is ridiculous.
I keep thinking: animals get euthanized to stop suffering, why can't I?