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I'm glad to hear that your recovery is going so well Laurie (:

@FridayJones i was half venting, half trying to make sense of it. I completely understand what you're saying. Thank you (:

Thank you @Whispering_Truth that means a lot to me (:

I guess I just find it strange, growing up the way I did.

I work at a fabric store and for some reason...every little old lady seems to think its okay to touch the workers. Like grabbing a hand or wrist or patting my shoulder or hand. It's not okay to touch people without their consent.....I know I'm being a little dramatic but c'mon, it's not like...

I completely agree. Sometimes, when I'm already having an off day, someone with a negative energy/aura just being near me can set me on edge. I am just starting to get used to companionship, but I have an extremely hard time still. My mom and her boyfriend weren't affectionate. He was...

Thank you @Fadeaway and thank you @Mallaky

I don't understand why this is such a hard concept. I don't understand why people feel the need to touch others that they aren't all that close to. It's an invasion, it's terrifying, and I want it to stop. It was a really stressful day for everyone at work. Huge truck, not enough staff, super...

Have you tried lucid dreaming? There are videos to help you to meditate yourself into a state of lucid dreaming. As well as just plain trying to change the dream yourself. Control your mind, don't let it control you.

I think because it was off the clock and not directed at anyone, it's not considered sexual harassment but I'll double check the employee handbook tomorrow morning. @Fadeaway im sorry you had to go through that as well :(

Thank you both. Yeah, the manager spoke with him. It's only his second week so he probably won't even make it past 90 days.

Two of my coworkers, T (who's a good friend of mine and knows about some of the trauma I've gone through) and K (who's new to the store and has given me a bad vibe since day one) were having a debate about animal testing in the break room before we all clock in. T thinks that having people on...

Oh boy. I don't have any particular order. Hmmm... Chamomile tea if anxious, But coffee for comfort (three sugar and cream please). Long sleeves, Laughing about a silly joke after a long day, Hugs from my brother, Hugs from my sister, Cuddling with my boyfriend, Standing in the rain...

I'm the same way with the video game problem except I have it with multiple different things. I read a lot. Like A LOT. And then I start hating it and then I want to do some sketches and then I think those are entirely to shitty and then I'm writing poems or I'm wishing I could write again...

Thank you @Justmehere

Oh god I'm starting to disassociate these aren't my hands no they aren't f*ck I can't keep doing this

Thank you so much, you don't know how much that means to me. The same to you 110%. You deserve so much more. @Fadeaway

Thank you @KwanYingirl its been five years since I moved here and I still have such a hard time dealing with it. It's hard to separate her from the feelings, ya know?

Trigger warning, I guess. Sorry this is so long but it's kind of a long story kind of deal. I don't remember most of my childhood. A lot of you can relate I'm sure; there are more blank spaces than memories for a little over 14 years of my life. A lot of people, almost everyone I know in...

I titled this one on my iTunes "Insomniac." Made it after a really bad nightmare at 3:30am. Hope you enjoy it and please share some songs of your own! I love new music. Insomniac. Arsonists Lullaby by Hozier. Broken by Seether feat. Amy Lee. Car Radio by twenty one pilots. Crawling by...

Thank you!! I will definitely look into that.

I could make a playlist with songs that speak to me. But here's one I wanted to show everyone. Arsonist's Lullaby by Hozier. When I was a child, I heard voices... Some would sing and some would scream You soon find you have few choices... I learned the voices died with me When I was a...

I do believe that it is a little unfair. while my own PTSD therapy has been unorthodox, I understand that what they call "outbreak" I call "episode," where I experience panic, flashbacks, the likes. I completely understand and yes, that is unfair.

@hodge thank you very much.

@hodge I've tried but I've run into a lot of roadblocks. I'll try again this week, I had to pick up another job to make ends meet. I really need to get back into therapy again, it's gotten really bad :(