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    Remembering how far I have come when it feels like I can’t go on once more..en

    Hi all, It’s been a little while. A little while of a lot of self work, revelations, further adaptation to triggers, symptoms, sleepless nights.. And just as things were getting ‘good’ life has once more fallen apart in its entirety. I once more find myself in a place whereby I must rebuild...
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    The intense urge for distance..

    I can’t handle this PTSD bul***it anymore to be honest. For every two ‘good’ days there are 5 bad days. One day you’re working your ass off to fight it & the next you have no energy to even climb out of bed. You force yourself to believe that there is a life out there for you, to continue...
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    Can’t picture myself living with this for that long- Anyone else feel this way?

    I’ve been on this forum for a while now and have had communications with some truly inspirational people. Those who have been sufferers of this as**ole of an illness for many many years but I can’t help but feel like that just will not be me. I can’t picture myself living with this for that...
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    This is an a**hole of a disease!!!!

    I’m absolutely fed up. I think of my PTSD and then I realise just how messed up this whole mental state is. How can a a human being loose their entire self, everything they’ve ever known, be flooded with terrifying and painful flashbacks, anxiety attack’s, avoid human interaction, be in...
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    This isn’t a fight I’m ever going to win..

    I can’t believe after the journey I feel I have undertaken the last few months I am back to square one, or so it feels like anyway. In a nutshell, I experienced trauma at the hands of the love of my life, I hit absolute rock bottom despite never having experienced any mental heath problems...
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    When everything is just too much..

    Hi all, Currently it feels as though my entire life is falling apart again with so many things missing, a complete lack of direction, the fear of the unknown, and being faced with situations in which I have no choice but to make life changing decisions. It’s all really taking a toll on me and...
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    Ugly reminders..

    Hi all, Today is a major trigger date for me.. I have been working extremely hard on myself the last few months and have finally managed to get myself out of the darkness of suicide (so grateful!) but unfortunately my mind is kicking the absolute sh** out of me today. Honestly, I adore our...
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    Flashbacks are kicking the sh** out of me today.

    Today is a major trigger date for me. On this day last year was the ending of a very traumatic period of my life and a beginning of a completely different life, a lifelong journey with PTSD. Although I knew this day would come and thinking I am better prepared I am finding that the...
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