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Have you ever heard something from a flashback when you wake up?

I woke up at some unknown time this morning or in the night, I'm not sure. I heard someone sounding upset say stop just stop. I was like what's going on? Who said that? I realised it wasn't my sister who was at work on a night shift, it wasn't dad and it didn't sound like mum. It sounded like me...

Autumn

I'm hot and uncomfortable. I hope I don't sleep until 20 past 2 like I did this morning/afternoon but I'm not setting an alarm I hate alarms. I'm worried about the baby seagull.

I've just been thinking about this and I'm wondering what exactly is it, how does it affect people and what does it mean to people. Like grandads dad treated him weirdly according to mum. She said he never said anything about abuse but once when someone needed an electrician and grandad was one...

I've been thinking about what other languages I could learn and hindi writing looks pretty so I've been considering learning that but I'm not sure cause I have family from India, they all speak English and we're not close to any of them. It could be interesting to learn about Indian culture and...

Gifted hands: the Ben Carson story

@whiteraven i want to get my interest back in reading and art. I sort of like doing it still but I just can't find any motivation for anything I enjoy and struggle to focus on things now. That's not helping. I don't think I'm depressed, it's like my brain just can't seem to focus on anything...

@Friday i want to be able to ride a polar bear in my dreams. I've often tried waking myself up in nightmares before (not the assault ones cause I don't know I'm dreaming) but the monsters get angry when I try waking up and go after me more. In the dream of grandad sitting on my neck I said to...

So the assault nightmares aren't going away no matter what I do?

@Agita Kaput sorry I didn't know that but a lot of dogs are pretty harmless if they're treated well. My dog is really friendly and jumps out of his skin if a pillow falls on the floor. Mum just told the guy my dog won't hurt him.

Feeling stuck too. Sick of nightmares and the confusion around them. Sorry for not being useful.

@Movingforward10 I've had counselling before with a woman who deals sexual abuse for the two things I remember and I felt like I had processed them and so did she. I had to pay privately to get help and it's too expensive to keep paying. I know she thought the flashback was likely real and I...

I'd been having a lot of assault nightmares and thought maybe I was worrying too much that they might be real so I decided to put them to the side and focus on studying but I then had two more assault nightmares. I spoke to a random online counsellor about it and they said that maybe I was...

Mum talking about the the food delivery guy. She said he put the food down then my dog went outside and he suddenly walked away really quickly and said I scared. We all thought it was funny. How can you be scared of such a cute furry.

Chinese and water

Midnight in the switchgrass

Birthday cake and not feeling like how I did yesterday so I can eat it without any problems.

Should I buy the second Japanese book or should I get something else? 👈👉🤔(the hands look like a bow)

The actions were voluntary the feeling wasn't and that was what was bothering me.

I'm 24 tomorrow. It felt horrible I don't want to act like a baby

I don't want to ever be in babyspace again. (happened for the first time last night) Also even though I put the assault nightmares to the side I still had two more. Last night some bad guy said he'd or his friend would hurt me if I didn't do what he said but I did and then I was sitting on the...

I found this thing about age regression explaining it a bit. https://www.teenagerswithexperience.com/alexs-articles/age-regression-stop-the-stigma (I'm not a teenager but it was useful to read) I'm calling it babyspace. Hope this doesn't become a more regular thing, it felt really...

Last night I was in bed trying to sleep but i couldn't relax cause I felt physically uncomfortable. It felt like something was trying to burst out of me. I had strong urges to make baby noises like how a baby would talk without words and wave my arms around whilst laying in bed. I wasn't upset...

I thought it was particularly weird for her to ask that question considering I had just said I'm anxious around everyone and as you said men are included as part of everyone.