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@NotTooLate ... Do get the fear about people and criticism.. How have things been for you ? Unfortunately, working in a medical office, I have to deal with two new colleagues and stressed patients.. trigger is pulled now and then.. what really hits my core is power struggle. It will always be...

Milk rice with onion curry.. and if you think it’s a funny mix... it’s good funny

I have problems in my life.. They don’t produce Bobbybrown concealer in shade 6 The hairdresser GK ain’t open Pedicure done by self - Not good.. nailinfection Bored. Yes Problems 😩

1 Chicken wing.. the rest fell out of my plate.. Lemonade. Poor me

Devilish.. 👹👿 Also because my chicken wings fell on the floor!

Throwing in these words inelegantly with a pinch of ignorance and my parasympathetic nervous system nowhere to be found.. so I understand if it’s pushed to the side. Currently I’m moving in spheres where power struggles are taking up more and more space, internally and externally. Having...

Sideways.. this never came into my mind, something practical, something that I have control of. Haven’t been able to talk about this for a while, as I’m finding myself infront of a brick wall.. not sure of finding ways to get to the otherside, to see other avenues. Thank you for answering...

Just wanted to tell you that I can relate to these feelings.. wanting other people’s affection, that I’m finally being seen and validated through other people’s eyes. This reminds me that there was no one I could turn to as a child for safety and emotional support. Sorry candlelight you are...

Unfortunately I loose mind when I get verbally attacked (Which happens very rarely)..I’m not East Asian but I feel there is aggression is in the air. If someone is ever ever going to make racist comments I’m going to blast out.. I have been very aggressive in the train or supermarket. People...

This might not be helpful now... Just want to escape out of these awful feelings, they are just f***** painful, and I do get the deep desire to just blow that shit away, to finally sink into oblivion.. believe me I do. You are writing here and sharing.. that means you know there must be some...

This is absolutely horrible @Survivor3 ... Do you feel frozen ?

Sorry to hear about this survivor.. I think I do understand.. ☹️.

Breakfast, 3 cups coffee, bread with honey..🥴 Id Love To eat szechaun chicken..but nowhere to be found.

Spinach, lentil curry, fish.. Yesterday: Chicken, beans, rice, carrots

6 Hrs.. Nightmare included, but 6 hrs precious regeneration

Liking self a bit more..

This song ain’t for white folks, very cheesy, very scratching on the wall type of voice, and yeah.. just eeeeeeeee. This is for my home sickness, reminds me of Sri Lankan village life.. Dedicated to Rani puh

Vegan pasta with meat ;/ it’s almost vegan I believe

Yep you need a good companion @Invisible Fire and yep I also fear the woods.. so many serial killers out there😅

That’s exciting.. will you be alone? ( Because you say „scary“)... you seem to be a brave person.. Not many have the balls to do that.. I remember you mentioning about being in the woods, discovering nature.. having that is definitely a very valuable resource?!

Good to hear you are doing good IF..how much time do you usually spend in the park? No gym..unfortunately. Just on a park bench with resistance bands..

You are on this @Survivor3 ! I have heard about your strength... an occasional treat is going to be the best treat ever!

Hello @Invisible Fire how are you?

Ate but no sweets😿..... Just a Softdrink called seit

Yes.. Im always grieving underneath, but not depressed today. Going to watch a movie.. Fish and chips is yummy.. I’ve eaton when I was in England.. always felt more at home over there, maybe because of Sri Lankan’s.. or maybe because I love english movies and music. @Survivor3 when is your next...