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Schitt’s Creek. Love that show. Makes me laugh and get to relax a little

I haven’t found anyone outside of my family that treats me better. Even friend wise. Maybe some day I will. Hopefully, one day I will. I know it’s my fault. I am attracted to people that don’t like me. So messed up, I know. It’s like trying to beat it into my head- don’t chase those that don’t...

When you realize that you lost everything and you are going to be alone forever. You can’t live in the moment and you messed up so many things that you can’t fix. When your nightmares become your reality.

Nothing is working out. I had everything and lost it. I can’t believe this. I can’t move on. I try not to think about it but because I used to be in such a good place, and now I have nothing, I can’t move on. My ex accused me of manipulating him, which was not true. I literally cried so hard...

The biggest lesson I have learned in life is that I don’t matter to anyone but my family. My feelings don’t matter, but everyone else’s do. If I honor my feelings, I am punished. If I honor other peoples feelings, I feel like crap, but at least no one hates me and I get to exist without drama. I...

I am so full of anxiety. I didn’t fight back when I had the chance, now I’m screwed forever. Life was so good before. Now it’s just lonely and crazy. I thought things would work out so differently. I can’t pull myself back up. 😢 I would love to feel normal again. Have a normal life, have a...

Well, nothing is going as planned, and I truly think I’m going to be this way forever. The anxiety and weirdness is just not getting better. I can’t change my bad habits. I can’t stop thinking about the past and just how disappointing my present is. None of this is what I imagined. And learning...

I am figuring out that I am not a strong person. I am weak. I was set up and I am lonely. I don’t know what to do in life, but I will never reach my dreams. I will never meet a man and have a family. It is just ridiculous. It’s me. This whole thing has just messed me up, and everything feels...

I am so unhappy with my life. Everything from my spending habits, to my job, my friends, my actions, my bad habits, my perfectionism, having emotions, letting myself be vulnerable to other people, and being confused. I am so tired and exhausted, it’s ridiculous. Sleeping without a pill one day...

I definitely don’t do illegal things. Not at all. And I honestly don’t know if I will ever heal from this. I freaked out so bad and made such horrible decisions at the time. I didn’t know I was being manipulated or taken advantage of. I had no clue. He told me I needed to go to therapy, and when...

No drugs, only drink responsibly when I go out, but definitely flirting and hook ups. Doing things that I haven’t done before. I just so wanted a different life. One of excitement and fun. I used to have fun. Now, not so much. I miss that so much.

Yes, prayers are good. Thank you. If you can’t tell, I am so confused. I am really trying to focus on studying and stay away from bad things, but those bad things are tempting. The “fun” that goes along with it sure is tempting. I am not going to lie. It’s hard not to think bad thoughts because...

Yeah, I’m so confused. It’s so weird. I’ve never felt this way before. And the crying, weirdness and anxiety just keep going. Ugh ?. I have read some other stories. I feel like others have it way worse than me, but it just replays so bad in my mind. So many bad things have happened it makes it...

Do you know how much life sucks? How bad things are now that I have to be in my own? It’s hard to try to fit in. It’s hard to not be alone. All I want is my family to love me and my friends to love me. I want to find love, but I’m learning that I will never find it. I was told I deserve better...

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Yes. I have tried mood stabilizers and antipsychotics. No help. Even tried ketamine which definitely did not help with the anxiety. I honestly think it is a combination of being lied to, set up, and knowing my life is going down the drain and not being able to stop it. I was in such a good...

The reality is I can’t escape my reality. I have limited friends. No close relationships, no independence, I am not important at work anymore, and the only people that love me are my family. My ex decided I was toxic. He set me up, I threw away the evidence, he knew I loved him, and now I am so...

I am on medication. I have tried all kinds. I do not sleep well, I spend most of my day in fear, but it really depends. I wake up in fear and have severe anxiety attacks. It’s all because my life will never be the same. What I thought was real isn’t, and my life is just boring. I can’t survive...

I’m so scared. It’s not going to work. No one understands the amount of things and people I have lost. I can’t stand this! I hate my life! I can’t change it. I can’t take back everything I had. I can’t do it anymore. Everything has fallen apart. Absolutely fallen apart, and people say love...

What do you do when you realize that you are not who you thought you were? That one person, one moment changed your world forever??? There is no more good things happening, just staying the same. The feelings don’t go away. The inadequacies are awful. The whole thing is awful....

To get a disturbing the peace charge dismissed. All I can say is trauma is awful. It literally takes away your brain power to think. When someone messes with you so bad, and your life, it really makes you depressed. I am so sad ? and this anxiety and weirdness is just killing me.

I am going to court Monday...I’m nervous about it. All this stuff about emotional trauma is so confusing. All I know is he messed up my life, and I can’t get my body to calm down. And everything I do to try and relax and stay in the moment is awful. Everything is a trigger for me. EVERYTHING. I...

Yes. This is just really hard. My whole life was flipped upside down by someone who wanted to do bad to me and no one cares but my family and friends. And, I want so bad to meet someone, but now I’m scared, and I always do t feel good enough.

It’s really, really, really hard. I am shy. I don’t speak up for myself anymore because I don’t know how to, and when I do, and it doesn’t work out, it’s just another blow to my soul. This whole thing that happened to me with my ex really messed me up bad. I really don’t feel good enough as a...

I am not going to get an expungement. Or go to Canada, or get my series 7, or a house. I have no one. I have yet to meet anyone in my situation. I take on the weird ass personality of people I meet, and it’s weird. Everything is all messed up and I know it is because I am the loser. No one knows...