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Woo Hoo And Greetings My work tonight was as advertised, no issues whatsoever! Now I can start my down time on a clean attitude. In a world of constant waves of emotional thunderstorms, a sunny day is really appreciated..... G

When The key you are using to get into anything ...... won't fit properly. Only to find out that...... it wasn't the keys fault..... But, the anger of the event, cascades... Another day ruined. G

Greeti gs Mentioned in another post my dog makes me feel good, however Festus the cat, who we rescued from the street is just as important to soothing me! He is a small cat but likes to be held. And to drink out of the fish tank. He has a scratchy voice, but I won't hold that against him...

Greetings A massage every other week, walking with a pipe filled with sand to mimic rifle movements, slower dog walking ( he's part hound and has to smell everything). And beer, within normal limits. G Ps and two books, when the laughter dies by Paul Barnes, and Bulletproof Spirit by Dan...

Greetings Had my annual review, nothing bad, found out I have to fill a load of oxygen bottles to keep one of my certifications. Got a raise. So what got me angry, for twenty miles the vehicle behind me had his brights on, and when he finally turned off, there was bambi in the middle of the...

Greetings But my actions in practice did not stop my version of pstd to take advantage of a weak moment. My old life is history, and that sucks!!!!

Greetings Seeems my dx of ptsd and my outward symptoms has triggered her own version, and from what I do know, no suprise here. Thing is she refuses any medical help, I'm wrapped as tight as they come, but even I realized I needed help. So we both anguish in our private hell. G

Greetings Seems my beloved coworker has started to work the nerves of my facilities. This makes me unhappy because it didn't happen overnight.

Greetings The therapist threw a shock question at me today, I did not disappoint him. It took over a half hour to calm me back to this world. He apologized for doing this to me, but he had to prove I was not scamming the system. Guess my fd up life has been validated. G

Greetings It was an election primary day in Boston, I was the clerk for Ward 4 Precinct 3 a position that I held for years. After the news came out there was alot speculation if the primary would be canceled, it wasn't. My polling place was in Back Bay near the Hancock tower. We did our job...

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Greetings The subject, not the perp. Of one of my major reasons I'm here passed away last month. Something made me look up the name today..... Yes I'm sad that this has happened, but in my core..... I just, don't know, memories are flooding in.

Getting to know just what I am dealing with. No wonder alcohol was so important in the 1930's They had to deal with some very serious crap!!!!

Suprised It astounds me how fast I can get, muscle cramping, eye twitching, foul thoughts, just short of acting out angry. Maybe 3 seconds..... This sucks....... G

Big surprise, the note disappeared. And no comment. In my own way I'm never going to let this go, once again my beloved coworker has screwed me......!!!!!

A NOTE ON A CLIPBOARD... Said that route 2 needs to empty the van at the end of the run. Now, I am a full time driver and I have a counterpart, I assume this note was left for him, but I got it..... And I went red hot the instant when I read the note. It ruined my shift as I kept dwelling on...

Greetings I posted this a few weeks ago, and now that I am even more into the info of ptsd and of my repressed history. A huge trigger has emerged, and that is the commercial for the movie Scully. I was a first responder to Air Florida flight 90 that crashed into the Potomac river after 14...

Gteetings Rural living, city life is nothing but a memory, and I LIKE IT THAT WAY!!!

Unsure.... Broached a subject with the Mrs, that I have been wrestling with for a few weeks. As I said before, my ptsd has triggered hers, though a different source. So the subject I breeched were voices, to be more exact, murmurings. It seems we both have them, it is like a conversation...

Greetings About ten yars ago I decided to stop a personal trait of mine, and I was successful at it. Well about two months ago when life decided that I had buried my head in the sand long enough and jerked me back into my true reality, looking back I should of known this because I did...

Greetings I am in the non combat as ptsd goes but there is one of these * As I am settling into the mind set that this is now part of my life, I'm having a difficult time to define my foe. I will post my opinion in a week or so after a wee bit of more research. G

Greetings Got two books in the mail today. When the laughter dies and Bulletproof spirit. Looking forward to reading them as a real book, I since I drive for a living, I rely on audio books for my needs. G

Listened to a ptsd starter pack I got from audible.com. And there was a 14 question survey and if you answered yes to 2 questions it was a tell that there might be a problem lurking. I had 1 maybe, 2 no's, and the rest were yes. Guess I'll be posting here for awhile...... G

Greetings I had to give myself a good talking to about my pissy attitude when I saw my work load last night. Not counting the skunk, my last 2 days were pretty easy, so I told myself, listen dummy of course you're are going to have a heavy load right before a holiday weekend....... took me...