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Its a bit complicated the fact that the car broke ... It was somehow desturbing to me . Cos well aammm. My thoughts surrounding this Friday is not appropriate .. I have no grounds but the feeling is.. I don't judge .. Please and I don't want to make my husband look bad but it s just how I...

Thanks cashew.. I did catch up on the water peww it was 44 Celsius.. :tup:

Yes I would ... I will not think twice .. Slowly getting my kids out just need them educated and old enough to go.

I am okey thank you stilstanding it was a bad weekend that's all. I was on my way to a weekend at the Dam with the kids . And the group. When not just the site broke ..:nailbiting: My car's propshaft broke of as well . So I managed to sent the kids with the bus and there i sat in town with a...

I have no words for you but I want you to know there is alot of people who care a lot and all I can offer you as a bigggg supportive ..:hug:~~~~>:hug: And maybe Next time if you really feel like sticking your head in the oven ... Before you do that just stand in front of the oven and live...

Ditto!!

No-no its okey i relized just that you are right. And i am realy glad you mentioned it. This realy made me think. :happy: I have a problem to acces this website on my phone. and might be of line for some time . Feeling realy anxious about it .

You are indeed touching a very sensitive point there :cry: feeling totally depressed now. I am neglecting them .. :cry: Okey no Its okey Thanks sun seeker .. I will try.. Not just not now. :tdown:

They do a lot .. I feel guilty for pushing it all on them. .. I do have great kids. And they are very caring well the cept the house running for 2 years when I was feeling self-centered and all wacked up.. Or what ever I did.. I just was not present... It was like " my lights was on but I...

17: 15 sorry :p

Hallo Jo. Welcom on the forum. I hope you get some reply cos i am not familiar with this but If your employer is an easy person to talk to just walk up to him/ her and tell them about your fear.. Don't think to much about this thinking is wat is killing us.. . If you really can not do...

Hallo stillstanding good morning ... Hope your day will be full of happyness .... It is. 7:15;) feels like this day will never end ... Thank you that is a wonerfull way of thinking you are very inspiring :tup:.. Have you ever seen the movie point of no return. That's where I picked the...

I am doing homeschooled they are quiet okey regrets ...yes a lot ... I totally stopped teaching them in 2013 ... Husband refused to sent them to a publick school. I f*cked up big . they played computer games and watched TV .. While I was sleeping So we did the list and share responsibilities...

It all make sense a lot thanks I am going to ask the kids to make a list 3 boys 17,16,14 and a girl 13 I guess thy can take over I have trained them the past 2 years to cope with out me .. Thank you very much

Hu Husband is actualy a burden .. He don't have wheels this weekend .. I am taking the car if my parents known I am going to take the kids they will make a "flikflak " bacwords he could have fixed the bike he didn't it's putting a lot of stress on me .. I am trying to hide my uselessness ...

I can cope with the everyday life just do noting... Brush my hair and get dressed if I notice we are in the next day :oops: days just seems to flow in to each other. Most of the time when I get up I rush to the kitchen. Why... I do not know.. If I get there doing noting I just don't feel...

Okey this is my problem... My kids and I am going on a trip this weekend. I need to prepare ... Washing Cleaning Making food for hubby that's staying home There is so much work to do .. And I am only able to get stressed up and for not letting me get frustrated and take it out on my kids...

I google tranclated that word it seems to be what i thiught it was ;).. Thanks joeylittle

In Afrikaans the word grin is like a nasty smile .. Sort of like aaammm ( ek het jou mos gese ) I told you so .. Kind of thing I dunno how to explain. Maybe its just me I duno my dad use to say wipe of that grinn off your face maybe I asosiate it with that feeling I manage to sleep in this...

Yeah drought is tough we have one every 7th year but never this hard.. Big farmers are losing everything this year there is 35 farms on the market in the wesselsbron area where I am ..and there was nobody that bit on it .. South Africa is facing a :O_o: ( oee I dunno the word to use). ( maybe)...

Wow kwanyingirl my dream is to be 100% organic we are with our sheep already ... but I want to have my own hydroponic greenhouse with chiken, fish and vegies, ofgrit tips of living ( I lost dream ) We had a few dairy cows and I processed the milk. Cheese, I know a lot of different kind of...

In Afrikaans grin is not nice is that a not nice grin. .. Just a very big smile that's wat I mean.. Can't sleep did for an hour but was woke up Its like 40 digress Celsius. ... big heatwave pewww its so hot. Max will be on vryday. .. I dunno where we are in the week just known it's hot. And...

Quail baby welcome to the forum.. You have had a very ruff time.. And you are right by talking about it makes it easier... I believe you will get some help here.... These people are so caring.. And yes everybody always say. Support are eeeeeeverywhere" ( :tdown: just...

I sleep 6 - hours in the night ... and during the day .. Some days more some days less. It's 19: 00. ( had to change that 3 times now)) now I got to bed at 11.... I dunno I am not tired .. And I dunno I guess I am okey.. Thanks for the message .. I am okey:D

Welcome on the forum ... You did very well by just opening up here and talk about your horrific experience ... I am so sad when i here story's like his.. Its such a long healing process. Hugss