• We are a multilingual website again. Read the notice about this.
  • Understand AI use at MyPTSD: all AI use is explained in our AI help page. AI use is by choice here. It exists if you want it, but does nothing unless you choose to use it.

Search results

  1. E

    Abandonment

    Co-dependency is extreme attachment to a person. The emotions themselves are everyday loss of people that we face. But, the extremes I go to make that person happy makes the loss seem even more heartbreaking. Currently, I lost a friend. It's causing some major emotional outbursts.
  2. E

    Other Aphasia/dysgraphia

    I'm sorry to hear that. But, sometimes the people in our lives hurt not help us. My mom finds me weak to let bullying keep bothering as do many other people who I tell. When the bullying started my music was my coping mechanism but, because of self-esteem issues I struggle to perform my music...
  3. E

    Trouble Saying No

    I haven't found the way to overcome this but, there is an online group for this too.
  4. E

    Trouble Saying No

    What you have is referred to as Co-dependency the need to put a person's needs above your own and sacrifice everything for them. The inability to be independent in a relationship. I too struggle with this.
  5. E

    Abandonment

    Thank you but, what I'm referring to is Co-dependency.
  6. E

    Abandonment

    When I lose a friend it feels as though it's my fault they left. This triggers a week or more of panic attacks. But, it's something that happens in life. How can I learn to overcome the most basic thing, loneliness? It doesn't seem to have a connection to my bullying either.
  7. E

    My Music

    ~Voices~ At a crossroads-Trying To find a way back What matters more? You or them? They're just voices Taking up space Shouting and yelling Everyone wants to be heard You have them right In your hands You can break them Build 'em higher Lost your purpose Disappointment Didn't live up To their...
  8. E

    My Music

    ~Here I Am~ They seek shelter In their hate Celebrate broken spirits Yet here I am Had a long sleep To heal these wounds But I have woken No longer a theory That you ponder on What you see is What you get I'm not running from The darkness inside of me They seek shelter In their hate Celebrate...
  9. E

    My Music

    ~Unscathed~ [Intro] They say She's not beautiful With a heart cold and cruel as ice Inside she's just waiting for someone to say they see the kindness in her eyes that it's not her fault she can't be happy that she's..angry they walked away unscathed Forgive her if she says she hates you...
  10. E

    My Music

    ~Fallen World~ Their dreams erased pain, They built a world From ashes and people Wanted to be happy No one was ever Left behind or abandoned [Chorus] Bring it back again! Light up, light up The night with memories I wanna feel my Heart tremble from excitement Live our wildest daydreams See...
  11. E

    Childhood Bullied In School My Fault

    Reading all this including the comments it brings back some pain. I too was bullied. It is wired into my brain that I don't matter. No matter what I do I will never be good enough. Constant struggle. I worry that I shall never feel proud of anything I do because I will always have their horrible...
  12. E

    Your Day In Emoticons

    :sleep::):hug::tup::bookworm::headphone::mad::banghead::blackeye::(:hug::):bookworm::headphone:
  13. E

    Undiagnosed A Bit Original Struggle, Possibly

    Thank you I've never had a safe place. Always been just me. But, I was browsing and found this site. Great to have support!
  14. E

    Music Dialog Using One Line From Any Song

    Do you cry my name in the dark like I do yours?
  15. E

    Songs For Inspiration

    I Lived by One Republic Secrets by One Republic Hall Of Fame by The Script Confident by Demi Lovato Demons by Imagine Dragons Happy by Leona Lewis Tomorrow Never Dies by 5 Seconds Of Summer
  16. E

    Your Day In Emoticons

    :sleep::bookworm::):hug::(:headphone::cry::cry::tdown::(:mad::banghead::brb::headphone::sleep:
  17. E

    What Song Are You Listening To Right Now?

    I Lived by One Republic. Makes me cry and want to get up. To do something that matters to me. Like learning to be a human calculator, read, or even write one of my songs. I feel like I have the strength to push past any struggle. It's time to live!
  18. E

    Undiagnosed A Bit Original Struggle, Possibly

    When asked for details I can't really explain what happened. I just remember the bits and pieces of flashbacks. A group of people surrounding me and attacking me. Leading to my fear of being in crowds where there's no space for me to escape. So far, I've connected it to my severe bullying in...
Back
Top Bottom