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.....*walks slowly to the mic.* ....... "Lights, please? *lowers head* .... "...And the angel said onto them, fear not! For behold, I bring you tidings of great joy! This will be to all people. For onto you is born this day in the city of David a savior. Christ the lord. And...

(You won't ever receive negative responses from me. I know this pain as well. I may be complex and confused but I love people willing to share their thoughts with me even if they don't agree with me. It's an optimism feeling for me and helps inspire me to believe in humanity. We are all very...

The thing I am finding Ghost is that once I accept I cannot control this demon, I realize it is just a matter of knowing how to turn him off and on. Yes, I know that it sounds easier than I am making it out to be but at the end of the day YOU control HIM not the other way around. Sure, that...

Awwww! TY for saying that!!! and pics of your cat or it didn't happen. But mostly Merry Xmas to you Amiga. :)

I think....God I loved how you put that. I think maybe it's our job to accept the PTSD "Devil" inside of us, and realize it cannot be managed. But the anger, the fear, that.....thing that makes us respond - we can control those responses. And if we can just embrace the things within our power...

May all of our hearts grow 3 sizes. :)

WendyA - it's a very hard but special time of year for me. I'm wondering if you would be willing to try something. heh, consider it a Christmas present to me. .... Look into a mirror, if you don't mind, and see that person that glows inside. Embrace her, You, and for no good reason have a...

Ghosty, this is a slight change of topic, but something I shared with someone else recently and how I try to look at life. .... 'There are two very strong positives you can take away from suicide not being an option anymore (and I truly hope it isn't) here are two main, positive takeaways you...

For me......this is what Christmas means. .....

You stated that well. And very accurately, Nurse. I agree with you. I am doing my best to make the right choices.

Thanks for saying that. I don't feel like you were judging me, I feel like you asked some very intelligent question that deserved answers based on what I had previously shared.

Fair. Sharing of Guilt: For two decades I have been in love with a woman because I didn't know what love meant. I made fat loot and she did as well. Our intelligence was magnetic to each other but I know (and I think she does as well) that we were in it for the kids and the money...

Nurse, sometimes no matter how many shades of grey you have to make what I would call a binary decision. Yes or no 1 or 0. Then, when I feel that way, it is black and white.

Thanks, Britt - I am not trying to be liked or hated, I am trying to be me again. Honest. Own up to my feelings. The first step in solving any problem is realizing there is one.

None of you are the first to hear these things. I've talked to my wife. My kids. To many therapists. But I am tired of talking. My actions are who I am, and sometimes they may seem unfair to some parties involved but damned if I won't be honest with the ones I love anymore.

Nursenurse your question...questions - are quite valid. I think for many....most...maybe all of my years I have been with her because she is a wonderful mother to my children. Love, but not IN love. And as strong as I am I can't keep letting it break my heart.

To try to make light of this subject. It's nothing more than a Freudian Slip. It's like saying one thing when you're thinking about your mother. Hehe. :)

I am married, which should explain without further words why my life is so complex. Things are going to get weird soon. 20 years of being Just Friends is starting to take a lot out of me.

It is my pleasure, Britt. It's a wonderful scene and makes me...happier.

TY!! no lie, it is scary as hell. But man if I don't want to just take her arm and hope she would be my Forever Woman. If that doesn't sound crazy you are probably a more insightful person than I am. Doesn't help I am a Scorpio. I bleed passion. :)

TY!!! It is really hard but I am starting to believe I am worth it. \

For a touching moment, please put your hand around her and share with her the following. :)

...But I very much want to share something with all of you because it reminds me so much of what I try to share with many of you so often. I am in love. Again. Not for the first time, but maybe for the best time. I feel like not being alone again. I am reminded I am good at things I set...

Wow can I relate. I can often go days as though I am living not one life but a different one. Often it is a result of my tireless desire to write and as such....well let's just say I can close my eyes and create a universe so wonderful I want to share it with others, and sometimes I try so...

And hope you all get the same chuckle I did from this "Wrap." :-)