My Life Is Very Complex....

[jd9900]

(You won't ever receive negative responses from me. I know this pain as well. I may be complex and confused but I love people willing to share their thoughts with me even if they don't agree with me. It's an optimism feeling for me and helps inspire me to believe in humanity. We are all very intelligent here IMO. If we weren't we would have likely embraced ignorance and stopped trying to make ourselves better.)

 

[Ghostybear73]

Thank You JD. :)

 

[Britt.f7]

Wow, I step away for a little while, and wow! JD I don't condone extramarital affairs for many reasons, but I did not know your circumstances and it wasn't my business to ask. I'm here to support you through your PTSD. That is my place. I'm sorry I got this all started by my confusion, but glad you are handling it quite well. I'm also glad that the people who had issue were able to get it across to you. Sometimes with the PTSD, keeping things to ourselves is more the norm. I'm glad you didn't feel judged. I'm not sure I would have come out feeling as you do, but I would have liked to had I been in your place. Accepting is a hard gift to give myself.

Ghost, please do not shut yourself away and feel you can not be verbal on here. You can. I've been here a little over a year now and I find that people can speak. Sometimes we don't always like what we hear in return, but that is okay. I happen to like hearing your voice, and JD's, and nursenurse, and Solara's, and anonymous and everyone else on here, even when I don't always agree.

Again, I am sorry I started this upheaval. Despite liking to hear everyone's voice, I also don't like confrontation. I definitely brought that about here.

 

[novemberDark]

Mmm binary code comparison k think about reversed engineering, all the code that has been build on top and is interpreted by c then up etc.
sorry but I'm just saying there's a loy off layers there and totally entwined.

Passions a variable loves is a constant.
Being in love is just as much a variable in this instant called passion.

Have seen a good movie on the cells feramone etc called. What the bleep do we know. Its old but was from what I can remember very entertaining.

I m liking that you say you feel worth it! That's great but worth of self love and that long friendship of 20 years you were worthy all along too.

 

[jd9900]

Well when I need to "solve for X" and go back to my programming roots....I will try to explain this in BASIC. ":) ....

' Multiple-line syntax:
If condition [ not in love ]
[ statements ]
[ ElseIf [ I found other love ]
#comment I am scared
[ elseifstatements ] ]
[ Elseif there is one other
[ elsestatements ] ]
End If
[I found her.]

 

[novemberDark]

Ya I see how your function iterates++ here nice result.
Arguments not all clear to me here , their yours, not sure about all properties, (key) value pairs.....but the array starts with 0 and that's you ;).

That's why it's a positive thing. The logical algorithm makes sense.

I don't like judging, specially if I don't know all circumstances, what your communication status is with your wife is your "insider's" business.
I just assumed, you treat with respect and openness, being vriends for as long as you disclosed to be. Didn't read into more circumstance explanations.

 

[jd9900]

I'll try to explain in in Atari BASIC. .....

10. PRINT "I am in love."
20. Goto 10.
30. Run.

 

[Ghostybear73]

I have been wondering what in the world you two were talking about until you put it in Atari BASIC language. Does that make me old?????

 

[jd9900]

No......But this may .....

program ifelseChecking;var{local variable definition }
a : integer;begin
a :=100;(* check the boolean condition *)if( a <20)then(*if condition istruethenprint the following *)
writeln('a is less than 20')else(*if condition isfalsethenprint the following *)
writeln('a is not less than 20');
writeln('value of a is : ', a);end.

 

[jd9900]

Don't make me go to assembly. :)

 

[jd9900]

*Drops it like it's hot.......*

1: %include 'system.inc'
2:
3: section .data
4: hello db 'Hello, World!', 0Ah
5: hbytes equ $-hello
6:
7: section .text
8: global _start
9: _start:
10: push dword hbytes
11: push dword hello
12: push dword stdout
13: sys.write
14:
15: push dword 0
16: sys.exit

 

[jd9900]

(You know you are an ancient programmer if your standard output is to a dot-matrix printer or a card. :) )