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I lasted about 3 days before I shut it down. Too risky for me to take a chance that my attacker can find me after he did almost 10 years in prison for trying to kill me. I don't need the FB stress in my toolbox. Too old to care about followers & such.

I have been wondering if PTSD people do this more than others. I have recently found joy in stretching my earlobes up to a 0 gauge.

"ya don't smoke don't drink what do ya do?"... is running through my brain this very moment!

OH YES, I understand .a life of physical pain. I have almost the exact same medical issues & then some. I got tired of the endless tests & poking & prodding by strangers only to have my test results "lost" or the machines broke down & more blood work was needed & blah blah blah.. The drugs...

I have to wonder if any of us could be prosecuted for admitting that we committed illegal acts in our past, or is the diary intended to be fictional thinking as opposed to virtual reality?

The last time I went to a public theater, I think the movie was fatal attraction & I was the only one laughing because it was so much like my life at the time!

That is just the nature of the drug. It takes the user to a different world & if a non user has never been to that same world, they are in danger of being the next victim. This is why people who don't use should never hang around with those do. It is just not worth the risk. Now you know &...

I think it was the day I snapped & beat the crap out of a bi girl who wanted to trade dope to get me off. I gave her a rail & pounded the crap out of her. She came back the next day & I had to tell her I was gonna call the cops on her if she ever came back to my door! Then I took a well...

Everything I write is my own. No matter what "quotation" marks I use! Besides, I still don't know how to copy & paste on my PC! But if I ever do learn, I will try to follow the rules. Thanks!:joyful:

No one would watch it if they only showed nice people being respectful. Most people live to watch drama on the tv & just as long as it isn't them or their family on the tube, it's fine to make fun of people who are having trouble dealing with authority figures. To answer the original question...

Wait, is this another chickfila ghost story?

I always enjoy something the the Dead Kennedys. Memories of my radio days in the punk scene!

My best guess.....she is currently emotionally unavailable. I think you came to the right place because most of us are here for you!:playful:

DJ Irene is playing in the background. Old 2000 CD hard house that makes me want to get up & dance!

Oh, I would also take a photo of this therapist & tell them it's for your PROOF in case someone asks you for it later on in life. What comes around goes around. Take the shot & find yourself a therapist who isn't so insecure! Then turn the photo into a dart board!

I once had a person ask me for "proof" of my attack in order for me to get a bed for the night. I told them to go f*ck themselves & I slept in a utility room in the parking lot of the shelter. I was black & blue & my arm was in a cast. People that ask for proof need to be reported to their...

I was half wondering if anyone has ever done a study of the people who engage in body modification & piercings. I guess tattoos would be included, but far too many people seem to have tats these days. The people with larger gauge holes in the ears are my target group, as I happen to be one of...

1- Are people with PTSD more likely to engage in body modification? 2- Also would like to see research done on how the eating habits of "suffers" help or hinder their healing process. 3- Did they have food allergies & sensitivities prior to becoming victims?

Yikes. That's some heavy shit. Hope he gets help & stops. His deed also left a new potential abuser standing in the wings. Guess it really never ends.

I have had similar thoughts when my kid was in her teen years. It got really fun when she started to verbally abuse me with the same words her father always used on me! We had a good therapist & eventually she grew up & I stopped taking things as a personal assault on me & realized that my kid...

Wow, this is a complex subject for me because it happened so long ago, yet it still seems like it was only yesterday! We don't get to choose our parents, so I had to learn how to be my own parent & wipe out all the years of crap that my "caregivers" left me with. I was well into my adult years...

This is exactly why I do not have FB or friends. Far too many bizarre people in the workplace. Happy that I have my SSI check & am broke enough to not have the luxury of going out into the world of people who are just plain predatory animals.:confused:

I still have not figured out HOW to post a question! There's a DIARY section too? Geez, I need a computer class just to find my way around this place! Lauren, you are not annoying me in any way. :roflmao:

WTF? So glad I stopped having sex years ago. Those cartoons seem to turn the act of sex into a business arrangement in my eyes. Perhaps I just missed the boat due to my own childhood abuse. Very creepy IMHO.

I recently had one of those unexpected "tailspins" & it took me about 5 days to get my shit together. I was angry at myself for not being able to deal with a situation that I thought should have never turned out as it did! Then I started to think about it in a more logical manner (around day...