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  1. macbeth

    Sex With My Husband, Now I'm Reeling

    I think you just wrote that post on my behalf @Digz. My partner and I have been together for 8yrs and I feel a lot of guilt because our sex life is pretty much non existent. (My issues relating to sexual abuse and rape). He is remarkably patient but he still has needs. Sometimes I have to push...
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    Baby Steps.

    Yes @WillyKat that's exactly what I was trying to do. Now I understand it's all in the little steps
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    Baby Steps.

    Sometimes I can only manage small, seemingly insignificant steps, however, recently I have come to appreciate how big those small steps can be. I have spent the last few months reluctantly taking on roles I never would have thought possible for me. I had little control over this however it had...
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    One Year Sober

    So happy for you, well done. ☺
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    Going Backwards?

    I have no idea where to put this thread but panic and anxiety are my biggest issues so I out it here. I have been an active member of this forum for a while, however lately I have withdrawn. This has nothing to do with the website or its members but rather me. When I feel most stressed and at...
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    Catholic Guilt

    I still identify as a christian but with no denomination and a lot of spirituality. Man made churchs are very different from the teachings of christ with varying rules. You are certainly not alone @Chrisc0295. Sometimes these teachings can do more harm that good.
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    Catholic Guilt

    Yes I have. I have a mixed catholic/fundamentalist christian background and found that my religious upbringing contributed to the trauma. I was taught for example that divorce was a sin that would send you to hell. It took me years to leave my violent husband because of this. The guilt and fear...
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    Do You Hold Back?

    Me too @lightraze. I hold back because i am ashamed of my abuse and what happened to me. I also dont admit to my reactions to stress like i get angry and mean or i have drank or used drugs in the past because i couldnt cope
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    Do You Hold Back?

    I have to admit that there are things i dont talk to my T about. I was wondering how many of us here hold back information and the reasons behind it.
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    Panic And Cleaning Up After Someone Else.

    I have no idea where to put this so please move if necessary Long week after only one day. This week I have been dumped in the shit and now I have to clean up other peoples mess again. This seems to be a recurring theme in my life. Background: For the last 18 months I have been helping a...
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    Progress For Me

    This is a small but significant step for me, I was able to make a decision without apologizing. A little background. About 2 years ago I started working with my T. I was making progress with her and saw her for a little over a year. She left work to go on maternity leave so I started therapy...
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    Reached Out

    Well done. A huge step towards healing. :hug:s
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    Gallipoli 100 Years

    My great grandfather survived gallipoli only to serve at Somme. He survived that too only to return home with suspected ptsd. (It wasnt called that then but he returned with shell shock)
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    Gallipoli 100 Years

    Lest we forget.
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    No Therapy For 2 Months

    my normal t has been off work injured for two months and i have been struggling without her. i was told that she would return to normal duties a month ago and resume appointments at the same time but heard nothing from her office. this week i got a call telling me she is back at work but after...
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    My Mum Just Died At 3.36 Pm Today

    Huge hugs to you sammy. know that we all love you and are here for you
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    Missing Child

    wow. thanks you guys for all the prayers this week. luke is slowly recovering in hospital and should be home very soon. my friends here on this forum are the best and most supportive friends i ve ever had
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    Missing Child

    awesome news luke has been found. thankyou to everyone who prayed for his safe return
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    Missing Child

    please keep luke in your thoughts he is still not found and we are now entering day 4 of the search.
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    Missing Child

    his parents names are tim & rachel
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    Missing Child

    his name is Luke and he is 11. his name has been published in the media here. he has been missing since 9 30 friday morning.
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    Missing Child

    thank you @sun seeker
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    Missing Child

    I have no idea where to put this but over the Easter weekend my second cousin has gone missing. He was camping with family and now he is missing in bushland. He has autism which makes it harder to find him. Please pray for his safe return.
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    Cricket

    what is your favourite sport guys or what is the biggest sport where you live?
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    Cricket

    what a result. sooo happy. well done boys. an awesome send off for the captain too.
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